Brokenn Hartt

E.L.Fs :D

2011-02-04T02:11:00.000-08:00

E.L.Fs, the fanclub of SuperJunior, they are a family, my family, just like the boys are. I can't exactly say they are peace loving, sometimes we do things that other fanclubs don't like, but we don't have ill intentions, we just want to protect our boys, our family. I'm proud of my family :D

Today, I came across a post about us and another fanclub starting fanwars, I am seriously dumbfounded.

I don't think we should be compared to them. We have to love 13+2 boys and I think most of us do without fail. Even though Kangin has some wrong doings, Shindong has some wrong doings, Hankyung has gone solo and Kibum has gone missing, my family had always stood by them. Except some E.L.Fs they can't, but it's a minority. My family shares the love of our boys, never claiming them to be ours. Never
stating that Shindong shouldn't be in a r/s, but encourage lonely members like Teukie to get a girl real soon. "We come to love not by loving a perfect person but by loving a imperfect person perfectly" That's the way we are, my dearest family.

The other group is one of those I detest. Failing to love only just 5 boys as a whole? Always only caring about their bias? "I LOVE XXX BUT OMG YYY IS SO UGLY." or "I love XXX." "What about YYY?" "...not really? I'm not really interested in him lah." XXX & YYY are in the same group okay. Or they openly claim their idols are theirs, "I'm XXX's wife!" "But I love him too!" "So? He's mine! You can't have him!" Bashing the idol and the girl once their relationship was revealed? EVEN THE IDOL? God. Crazy people. Losing love
for the idol once you know they are attached? You don't even love in the first place, or you would want them to be happy. The fanclub never peaceful within and with others. How can they compare my family to theirs?! D:

...Still butthurt, I admit.

, Things I've learnt but still don't understand

2010-11-30T06:20:00.000-08:00

There are many things I guess ? :3

But I think it's those life lessons that are hard to understand.
Maybe I sit through these lessons everyday, but I still have not learned.
Maybe I haven't even sit through these lessons before.

There are too many things about life that we can't understand.

Because there are no definition for these things.

Sigh :3

, Put my music collection on shuffle & list the first 10 songs

2010-11-30T06:16:00.000-08:00

So...

Love the way you lie - Eminem ft. Rihanna

Lonely - Kara

Hot Issue - 4Minute

Missing you - Ft Island

해바라기 - Gavy NJ

Love Disease - Super Junior

So Hot - Wonder Girls

NU ABO - F(X)

Vari2ty - Jewelry

Man Man Ha Ni - UKiss

HAHAHAHA , & The next song is SORRY SORRY ((:

, my family photo

2010-11-30T06:08:00.003-08:00

Was scrolling through my folders to find a family photo..
But I found this. & It made me cry. Really cry.

What, grandma isn't part of my family meh? :3
Well she is! & I love this two women + my godmama the most the whole world.
I really miss Popo D:

I really hope Mommy will never die. What will I do without her?!
& Imagine if Godmama dies also.
Then I'll be like totally no one to fall on?
T________T
I don't like people dying, it really turns on the tap.

, A letter to someone who hurt me recently

2010-11-13T19:41:00.000-08:00

Idk who to write :3

You?
The friend who claims to be my friend but doesn't treat me like a friend ?
Who keep taking back your words ?
Who keep breaking promises ?

You?
The so-called friend who cannot treat friends right?
For constantly breaking my friendships with people?

oh & manymanymany more..

but all isn't really serious lah xD
I havent really felt that much pain compared to how I felt in the past..

, How I found out about Tumblr and why I made one ?

2010-10-23T02:45:00.000-07:00

The pictures are very very very interesting HAHAHAH .

& For those who don't know.
I do have a tumblr !

http://cheeesypokey.tumblr.com/

HEEE (:

, What makes my school special ?

2010-10-23T02:42:00.000-07:00

My school is BPGHS.. It is SPECIAL :D
There are great friends with me there !
& I have the best CCA in the world XDD
The teachers are nice, cute and funny. Although some are boring..
It's a really homey place to me (:

I still remember during one exam, everyone gathered outside their class room,
and looked down to the pathway XD
Loud cheers and clapping for NOTHING ROFLMAO.
It was funny and FUN !
It was the BP spirit XD

I love BPGHS .

although it is stressful sometimes.
and i cry because of school sometimes.

2010-09-22T03:54:00.000-07:00

Bold if you've done it :D

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candle light bath with someone
08. Said “I love you” and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and ate your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby’s diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten celebration with champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
27. Had a food fight
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run
36. Danced like a fool and not caring what people thought
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was drunk
42. Had amazing friends
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched whales
45. Stolen a sign (well I didn’t steal it but I was there when it was stole)
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Taken a midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone skydiving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your CDs
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60. Played touch football
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain
63. Played in the mud
64. Played in the rain
65. Gone to a drive-in theatre
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played DVD for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a fake tattoo and showed it off
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on a television news program as an “expert”
83. Gotten a note from someone you didn’t know
84. Been told that you were someone’s crush
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Held a baby
87. Eaten shark
88. Kissed on the first date
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Bought a house
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language
95. Performed in Rocky Horror
96. Raised children
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
98. Passed out cold
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Touched a stingray
110. Broken someone’s heart idk..
111. Helped an animal give birth
112. Won money on a TV game show
113. Broken a bone
114. Gone on a photo safari
115. Had a facial part pierced other than your ears
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a hamster as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for 30 hours in a 48 hour period
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. States
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Touched a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad and The Odyssey
135. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146. Dyed your hair
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head
149. Caused a car accident
150. Saved someone’s life

haha, stole it from tumblr, but i didn't post on tumblr though.

, songs i listen to when i'm: merry, somber, dull, exhilarated, and vexed

2010-09-15T06:39:00.000-07:00

Merry uh, everything also can one ! XD
Even sad song I listen liao I also quite happy . Still will high with the sad song :X

Somber, I have 2 playlist.
One is to make myself happier, but it often doesn't work.
So I use the other to make myself worse, and sometimes I cry it out .
Songs like, Big girls don't cry, Someday, Papercut, works great ! XD

Dull, moodless?
Also everything also can. But will be affected by the song norh >.<

Exhilarated.
THIS IS REALLY EVERYTHING ALSO CAN LOL .

Vexed.
Everything also can but won't pay attention to the song .

, something i'm proud of that was accomplished in the past few days

2010-09-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

I didn't hurt anyone , both emotionally and physically , because of my temper.

&

I think I really felt happy in school, with everyone (:

, short term goals for this month, and why.

2010-09-15T06:26:00.000-07:00

Forgetting things, I want to really stop feeling any emotions for you and you.
Stop being sad, angry and stuff, I want you and you to stop affecting my life.

Focusing on things, I want to study real hard.
Eoy is coming and I really don't want to disappoint. I don't like to be brought down again.

Control myself. Temper, spending urges.
I wanna stop being so easily irritated and annoyed. & stop being so crybaby-ish.
I wanna stop spending so much money.

, picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on me

2010-09-15T06:00:00.000-07:00

Heartbreaks probably left the most impact on me.
Duh, it probably left the most impact on everyone.
Not just people that you once loved, but friends and people.. everyone.
I'm trying to grow strong, I haven't cried for 3 weeks.
The last time I cried it was because of the two of you.
& Everytime I feel like crying it's because of either one of you.
Now more friends are getting their heartbroken .
& more friends are breaking my heart .
Thank god there are no guys involved anymore.
But just somehow some people do leave greater impact on my heart than others.
This time I'm going through all of this raw, I don't want to find an escape.
I thought maybe this will make me stronger.
But I think I'm going weaker everytime I act strong and you break it down.

, Favorite superhero and why

2010-09-11T12:53:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA , I always liked X-men .. & I think I wanna be JeanGrey the most.
She has telepathic powers WOOOOO . Can read thoughts, control thoughts.
& She can talk to animals & She can flyyyyy ~ XD

but I can never give up on POWERPUFF GIRLS !
They are so awesome and cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
I love Mojojojo too ! kekeke .
I still cannot decide if I love Bubbles or Blossom more ..
They have powers of FLIGHT ! SUPER SPEED ! SUPER STRENGTH :D
urghhh, seems like today I'm leaning into Bubbles ~~ THE BABY ! THE KYU :D

HAHAHAHAH . i'm crazy . This post is posted by me @ 4:10 . HAHAHAHAHA .

, picture of somewhere i’ve been

2010-09-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

FUCHUN PRIMARY SCHOOL ( HAUNTED ) !
kekeke, I miss that place.. I want to go back to that place..
Me miss being there so much , of cos more of NEW campus.

I remember that day our "gang" HAHAHA,

Me, Erica , Zhuen , Denise , MunEe, Yanyeng XD
+ Hazirah , Weile , Jiongyang & Weichun XD
VERY FUNNYYYYY DAY (:

Today our "gang" went out again ^^ with the exception of DENISE.
Had many many many many funs and laughs XD
& We talked about so many many many things .
I missed you guys so much.. >.<"
WE'LL BE REALLY FRIENDS FOREVER^^ I believe that.
Especially what happened today XD
We can talk about everything , forever (:
HAHAHAHA, Peeeeeps love ya !

MUAAAACK~

, A habit I wish I didn't have

2010-09-08T09:47:00.000-07:00

THAT WILL BE MY FINGERNAIL BITING OMG .
I swear I have the ugliest finger nails ever .
It constantly catches on to clothes. and the threads come out and stuff .
And it really hurts when I accidentally scratch myself .
It's freaking sharp and uneven .
I HATE IT . I HATE IT . I HATE IT .
I wanna change but I can't..
I'm nervous I bite.
I'm bored I bite.
SO I BITE MY NAILSSSSSSSSSS.
eeee so ugly , I can't do pretty pretty manicure.. T.T
I'm really upset with my nails .
I should stop it I should stop it I should stop it .

or maybe I hate sleeping in class more..
OH FORGET IT ! Sleeping in class is AWESOME :D

, picture of me and my friends

2010-09-08T09:33:00.000-07:00

It's not just friendship between 202, we've been through more (:
We're like COMRADES, constantly fighting together.
We're like FAMILY, always there for each other.
We're bonded because we're SPECIAL ! :D
We've grown up together .. Sec1 to Sec2 ~
I love all of you, everyone of you are so special to meee ~
I hope our class bond last forever ^^
You've given me unforgettable memories XD
Ridiculous class topics ~
Class competitions preparation ~
EVERYTHINGGGG i appreciate it . Really XD
From Charmaine to Liankai , ALL 41 PEOPLE , we're so awesome!
Thank you so much 202 !

Not just this bunch of crazeee and funnehh people,
I love my other friends too ~
some ridiculous people from other class and guides xD
Jill maomao.
Justina bump.
Janet, Stephanie ~
Juniors like Tuta & Zhenan & many many more !
You guys mean alot to me too .
MAY WE BE CRAZY TOGETHER FOREVER ! <3

, meaning behind your Tumblr name.

2010-09-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

I don't have a Tumblr .. Okay I do have one that I don't use ..
But I don't really want to reveal it XD

SO , Meaning behind my BLOG URL ? :D
i still remember what happened that cause the change in URL .
it used to be http://brokennsmile.blogspot.com .. deeper(?) i guess the meaning.
but this is a TwinURL with my MAOMAO (http://fly-awayfantasies.blogspot.com)

i have alot alot alot alot alot of weird dreams.. Daydreams , not the sleeping kind.
but most of them veryveryvery unrealistic lah , very wishful ..
so I want them to go away ~~~ I want to be more practical ><"
Obviously until now it still doesn't work , but I've woke up to alot of things .
& there's still many nightmares to get over , but it'll fly away (:

&& YEAH , I've always wanted to fly ~

HAHAHA . Ridiculous .

, A recent picture + 15 facts

2010-09-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

Because that Maomao say my zilian all very seductive. I've picked a super white&retarded one!

1. I'm CHEONG KAIYUAN , muahahaha (:
2. I'm ultra random .. and retarded(?)
3. People tell me never to take a pic showing my teeth, cos I look retarded like that.
4. I'm studying in BPGHS !
5. I love 202 !!
6. I'm a siaozhabor GIRLGUIDE !!!
7. Apparently I'm supposed to be horny....... but I seriously don't think so.
8. I love KPOP, especially SJ , especially MagnaeKYU ! :D
9. I'm fourteeeeeeen.
10. I'm a tweeet spammer.
11. I'm addicted to FB games. AGAIN.
12. I've a korean name ! Kyuri :D
13. I love my friends ~
14. I like PINK xD
15. bipolar(?) mildmildmild one. sometimes !

, Interesting enough :D

2010-09-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

me decided to do this , because it's interesting kekeke :D

1: A recent picture of you and fifteen random facts about yourself.

2: The meaning behind your Tumblr name.

3: A picture of you and your friends.

4: A habit you wish you didn’t have.

5: A picture of somewhere you’ve been.

6: Favorite superhero and why.

7: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you.

8: Short term goals for this month, and why.

9: Something you’re proud of that was accomplished in the past few days.

10: Songs you listen to when you’re: merry, somber, dull, exhilarated, and vexed.

11: What makes your school/college/workplace special?

12: How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one.

13: A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

14: A family photo.

15: Put your music collection on shuffle and list the first ten songs that play.

16: Things you’ve learnt but still don’t understand.

17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for a day and why.

18: Plans/dreams/goals that you have.

19: Nicknames you have and why you have them.

20: Someone you see yourself marrying or being with in the future.

21: A picture of something that makes you gleeful.

22: What makes you different from everyone else?

23: Something you crave for. A lot.

24: A letter to your parents.

25: What’s in your bag?

26: What do you think of your friends?

27: Why are you doing this challenge?

28: A picture of you from last year, and then a picture of you now. How have you changed since then?

29: In this past month, what have you learned?

30: Who are you?

31: What would you buy if you won the lottery?

32: Five things you can’t live without.

33: Talk about your parents.

34: What did you eat today?

35: Your favorite TV show.

36: How was your day?

37: Your best friend.

38: A moment in your day.

39: Your beliefs.

40: What did you wear today?

41: Talk about your siblings.

42: Do you know how to use chopsticks?

43: What happened this week?

44: Do you mind people writing on your skin?

45: What’s the last dream you remember having?

46: What’s your favorite color?

47: What’s your favorite memory?

48: What was/is/will be your favorite birthday?

49: Something you regret doing.

50: What happened this month?

51: What do you like to eat for breakfast?

52: Something that upsets you.

53: Something that comforts you.

54: Something that makes you cry.

55: A first.

56: Your fears.

57: Your favorite place.

58: Something that you miss.

59: Your favorite website.

60: Animals you like.

61: Something you hate about yourself.

62: Something you love about yourself.

63: Describe yourself to a deaf person.

64: Your top ten favorite songs.

65: One thing you would tell your young self if you could now.

66: A celebrity that inspires you.

67: Why do you like Tumblr?

68: Someone who made your life hell or treated you like shit.

69: Someone you didn’t want to let go of, but just drifted.

70: Do you cry in movies? If so, which ones?

71: A list of what you have learned in the past 30 days.

72: What you have in your desk drawer.

73: A band/artist who has/have gotten you through tough days.

74: Somewhere to go before you die.

75: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you tried living without it/him/her.

76: Something or someone you definitely could live without.

77: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.

78: Seven secrets.

79: Your favorite quote.

80: Do you play any instruments? If so, which ones?

81: Twenty things you like and twenty things you dislike.

82: Your favorite TV show.

83: Something you wish you did long time ago.

84: Favorite writer, painter, dancer and photographer.

85: The reason you believe you’re still alive.

86: Your absolute favorite band.

87: What’s the best thing going for you right now?

88: A hobby.

89: Something you want to change about yourself.

90: A letter to yourself in the future.

, What used to be

2010-08-25T09:09:00.001-07:00

If I combined all my tweets into a post.. It'll become something like this;

Yeah, I'm no longer a friend of yours, because I can't love you for who you are.

Although I promised you repeatedly that I won't be bothered and leave you in the lurch because you're like that

I told you that I loved you as a friend, and we'll be friends forever.
& You told me that you'll always be there for me if I needed you.

But how do I accept a liar, a bitch and a backstabber as you?

It wasn't the you I meant.. The you that you were was just a pretence ?

--
to actually further elaborate on this, I had many many many many many english mistakes on those tweets.
i lost my mind while typing LOL.
What I meant was .. ;

A definition of a friend is someone who will love you for who you are.
I can't love her for who she is, because she lied to me, she backstabbed me, she was a bitch.
& Why did I tell her I loved her, that we'll be friend forever, is only because she pretended to be something else totally infront of me. Someone nice, understanding, always there.
Till, she found a more popular friend. She dao-ed me, she pangseh-ed me, she diao-ed me.
I didn't say anything. I couldn't say anything. I thought she changed.
But then the truth was revealed to me.
I still tried, to force myself to love her. I forced myself to accept her.
But every word she said disgusted me, because I already knew the truth, about how she goes behind my back and do everything I don't know about.
So I didn't wanna talk to her.
& I wanna apologise, to the "her" the fake "her", for breaking my promise.
& I wanna scream at her the real her , for breaking her promise.
I know everything's here is hard to understand. But I have to rant ..

Urgh, ignorance is bliss. Really.

, Results

2010-08-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

My results sucked . Peewww for Science & Chinese . Maths was (Y) but easy. English was soso. I don't wanna think about history and literature ... I should just slack off and not study -.- I shouldn't have bothered . Waste of my time .
Difference between me studying and not studying = 0 !! it's freaking 0 !!!

Apparently to my mom, she sees no improvement and constant drop in marks.
Apparently to my mom, there's no difference between a 60, 50 and 40. They are all failures.
Wth , she can just continue to dream about me being a full-A student.
I'm not that clever ! I'm not a freaking genius ! & Even though I try to be abit more hardworking because of YOU , it didn't work. I'm still that idiot. Okay. That useless daughter you have.
I'm not that perfect daughter you want. Be it with helping you with chores, packing food for you, doing everything you want, doing everything the way you want & even letting you dress me like a barbie doll. NO. && I'm never gonna be that perfect daughter with perfect grades.

URGHHHHHHHH. it's so frustrating that some parents they just get over their kid's grades.
& how mine used to be like that .. till somehow she changed. & she became obsessed with the numbers until she can't tell the difference. I'm gonna have no life if you want to control my everything. JUST STOP IT . don't push me so hard . let me try my best. don't overwork me -.-

, New :D

2010-08-22T06:37:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone ! Surprisingly I'm blogging again HAHAHA.
I'm just so bored now . Even though I have homework , so I changed my blogskin & everything .
& I even decided to blogggg :D

People have opened up my eyes to many many many things .
& Some of these people I will be forever grateful to.

Like SAM :D My fiance who has always been there for me, although we keep fighting. Aiyah, that's what all married couples do right XD (Y) I'm so sorry for being so moodless just now. ME LOVE YOU LOTS KAY !♥

& Jill, because she's always there to listen. Even though I refuse to tell her some stuff HAHA. You must be the greatest maomao on earth !♥
& Justina, because she's always there to have fun with me! Even if I make her do stupid stuff like kiteflying , or she make me do stupid stuff HAHA. The greatest BUMP on earth!♥

but some of these people I will be grateful for the past, yet hateful for the present.
Gave me lots of fantastic memories, but of course, painful ones now.
Can't hate you that much because of it, but of course, i don't like you.
Maybe if we were back to the past, you'll be the people I wrote about, instead of those..

BUT ANYWAYS. This post is just to rant :D
BYEBYE, i have to do my homework!

, Popo ..

2010-05-08T08:22:00.000-07:00

Popo .. Why did you go ?
It was such a big shock, no matter how sick you were, the impact still was big..
Mommy cried hard , I think .. I can see her eyes red and swollen..
What probably is driving her more crazy now, are the songs and dedication on 958FM.
Popo .. Tomorrow will be Mother's day , you know.
You could have stayed just one more day.. just one more week.. just one more month..
It hurts alot right? It really hurts alot right? But still I want to stay .. Selfish? I know..
Why , why didn't you tell me that you were going ?

Popo .. Don't be angry at me.
I couldn't be there to see you for a last time..
I still haven't seen you now.. I'm waiting for uncle to come to fetch me and Mommy.
The last time you saw me.. It was about a month ago, wasn't it?
Popo .. You didn't recognise who I am.. After you got sick, you forgot me..
And you probably don't have much of me in your memories..
But I still remember you clearly.. Many many memories.
I was born into the world.. Only having you as a grandparent..
When I was really young, you held me in your arms, and carried me..
Then I grew abit older, you held my hands..
Then I grew more, I held your hands..
Then before I grew to the age when I could hold you in my arms, you're gone.

Popo .. The songs on the radio are really making Mommy really sad.

“世上只有妈妈好，有妈的孩子像个宝，
投进了妈妈的怀抱，幸福享不了。
没有妈妈最苦恼，没妈的孩子像根草，
离开妈妈的怀抱，幸福哪里找？＂

I wonder if Mommy's okay.. I can't bring myself to say anything to her now..
I haven't even asked her if she's fine .
She haven't shed a tear infront of me.. But she saw me breaking down..

“祝天下的妈妈，母亲节快乐！” 　that's what the radio said, but that won't include Popo ..
so, “祝天上和天下的妈妈，母亲节快乐”
but my mom won't be having a happy mother's day.. >.< I just know it.
Popo .. I miss you already..
What would our family be like without you..
How can we have a family dinner together ?!
I want to eat the YongTauFoo you cook.. I want to eat everything you cook..
But you won't cook for me again anymore..
I'll still remember you, you'll still live in my heart, our hearts D:
Close your eyes soon.. to rest in peace.. okays?
Popo .. I love you ♥

no.one.can.make.me.smile...

, birthday ♥

2010-03-01T04:04:00.000-08:00

Today is my birthday :D and ahemahem xD
It's a funny day !!! Kekeke xD Being silly with friends and all ><
Thank you to..
Kevin, Crystal, Sam, Erica, WeiChun, BK, Meerah, Marcus, Esther, Jiongyang,Vernice, Annie, Jill , Justina, Denise, Serena, Iqin, Afiq, Tirui, Charmaine.. and manymany others :D
Kekeke xD
I just received Zhuen's one ! & Lala's birthday song :D
Gotten only one present so far , From Munee ! Very unexpected nehs, but still Thankyou :D
Momo refuses to get me contacts ! Daddy going let me go on shopping spree with his Creditcard ^o^
LARLARLARLAR ! So happy :D
Oh ! And I'll like to thank bigbig to Meeeerah for pei-ing me this afternoon :D
HAD SUPER LOTS OF LAUGH , due to MrChua xD
And his red shirt AHAHAHAHA ! xD
Ate with family at Jade crystal ! <3333
Eat until garlic though ><
Now very sleeeeeepy T.T but still got homework.. I can't wait for the next time birthday when it's going to be in the weekends norh ~

EVERYONE BE HAPPYYYY !
why ? oO
COS ITS MY BIRTHDAY :D

, horrible.

2010-02-22T23:44:00.000-08:00

I failed my english CT ..
Sigh >< I don't know why so stupid , adjectival phrases can see until adjectives.
But i did so-so for Geog .. better than expected actually..
Although, it's pretty much expected that I'll fail, I can't help but to be disappointed at myself also.
I'm probably the only one that blogs during CT , but I feel like venting here..
I'm really seriously pissed off at some people..

If you think it isn't you, then it isn't, but if you get the feeling it's you, it might somehow might be you, and i'm directing this to quite a few people.. So yeah. Blearghs.
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Maybe we were friends before, but I probably don't feel that way now.
Because, you are too selfish. You are so self-centered, you only bother about people putting themselves into your shoes. Why can't you step out of that hole for awhile, and care about how other people would feel. I'm only bothered by this, because i thought you were my friend, but I guess I was mistaken. Really mistaken. Saying those stuffs about other people, when you yourself is worse. And you think the words that come out of your mouth doesn't hurt, but think again, though it's no longer i'll care after this post, but do realise that I've been affected by it alright. It isn't just a passing matter. & yeah, before you start complaining after you read this, about what i've said blahblahblah, it hurt you blahblahblah, I won't bother anymore, because I no longer think of you as a friend. Yeah, you're just going to be someone I talk to but won't care about. It was you who wanted me to understand, who wanted me to see it in your view, i've tried, i've done anything i could, but this is the last straw. You think I don't understand, I'm not really that stupid, I can see through it all, so just get lost.
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Thankyou, I've vented.
I'm actually having thoughts of taking back my words.
But I need to vent too. Because of some people who wants everyone to think their way.
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T.T I still find that failing my english CT was so not worth it !

, asfdghjkl .

2010-01-20T01:24:00.000-08:00

I'm speechless .
Sitting in my room now, I'm thinking about how many promises weren't kept to me .
I guess I'm a person who takes promises seriously ...
& I just thought now that I've realised that ; Only fools believe in promises .
It's just like how I've thought about many many many stuff during the year , I'll suddenly be enlightened .
Some of them that I'm really glad I sorted it out , & Some of them I just wish to forget.
This is one of it . But it's just that no one ever kept their promise to me . As in really NOBODY .
Even for myself , I think of the promises I made to people , I think I didn't kept much of them too .
Neither did I kept the promises I made to myself , so I guess from today on , I'll know that if someone says, " I promise ! " it's just another lie .

Those people who broke promises to me , I'll let it go .
Though I really don't like people lying to me also . Yeah .
I can't help but to brood over these kind of stuff when 3 promises were broke consecutively .
I'll just not care about these tweeenyweeeenystuff anymore , never going to take it seriously again .

if you made that come out of your shitty mouth, please swallow it back it again -
for it wasn't true when you first said it , and for it still ain't true now.

, Scribbles .

2009-12-28T04:39:00.000-08:00

This blog is officially dead ><
I've decided to make it alive :D
Maybe it's because of my mood recently, I've been blogging much more in another blog of my own.
I think it's because I have moodswings you know yeah..
Feeling so distant from my secschoolfriends, except maybe, Natalie ?
Recently talked more to Denise <3
Somehow I'm afraid there will be changes in the friendship circle again, but maybe this time I won't care so much . It's not like I never went through those before . Suddenly close friends become so far away, suddenly so far away become close friends . Nothing foreign ><
I'm having tons of problems with myself , from family to homework ..
My mother's problems had affected me much.. She scolds more recently.
It's just my own laziness with homework actually . Constantly asking friends if want go library do homework, then end up slacking, but I think I did made some progress(?) .

Hankyung's case probably affected me alot too .
Although I do agree with Kyu, I just hope all SJ oppas will remain healthy & happy .
I don't want them to disband , but it's affecting their health ..
So I can't say Hankyung can't leave ... I'll miss him for sure . SJ / SJM will be so different ..

I'm a problematic girl , in a problematic worldddd ~
SORRY , affected by Sica singing Barbie LOL .

Ooh ! I see stars !

, 6B Class outing.

2009-12-11T06:17:00.000-08:00

Not really a class outing though .. not even half the class actually attended D:
But it was probably funner than the chalet in the mid year one for me.
Anyways, we met for breakfast, and because me & Denise arrived early, we did stupid stuff on the escalator.
& Zhuen was pervertic again, she kept saying what want ji nai.
Maybe because this time we did more silly stuff (?) and last time we only went to wild wild wet...
Seriously, I think our class likes water alot, everytime also got water one >< with my comb hahaha.
& It was pretty fun although we were thoroughly wet kekekeke.
We went to bathe after that LOL.
& We realised that the boys were vainer than us because they took a longer time to get out of the public bathroom.
Is waxing the hair so freakin important ?
Then we ate subway, and things like MeatBALLS & Cheese & I miss you & Burps happened.
We can't decide what to do next, at first, it was going rollerskating, then biking, then fishing then in the end, we decide to ask an auntie how to go to the bus stop and somehow, trained back to Woodlands.
In the bus, Zhuen was damn horny, don't know why the whole trip she kept talking about boobs !
The boys needed plasters to keep their marbles, because they've lost it.
We played truth or dare in the staircase of Civic Centre :D It was fun ! & We went home after tio scolding from security guard. 2 times. Alot of fate i tell you.
That's all :D
& Denise is still beside me. So scaryyyy ?!

, Denise laughing point very low.

2009-11-30T04:20:00.000-08:00

Okay, for people who don't understand what the title means, it just means that the person's [ DENISE ] laughs at little things. Like for example ..

KaiYuan : Deeeeniseeeeeeeeeee ~
Denise : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
KaiYuan : Denise, laugh.
Denise : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
KaiYuan : Laugh.
Denise : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

&&& There's also the veryveryvery funny sentence to XiaoLu and her.
陈X凉面真好吃< In Hokkien.

Which means like TanX Cold noodle very nice.
Then she HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Again. Like XiaoLu.
She sibeh funny LOL >< I'm not exaggerating !
Really ~ If she tell you I exaggerate, she's lying :D
LOL, will have new updates if I find anymore things she'll laugh at automatically xD

, Sigh.

2009-11-15T20:06:00.000-08:00

I'm finally back, I freaking destroyed my blogcodes.
So yups, I've a new URL, a new blogskin, a new Cbox ! <3
I don't really like it also, hahaha, just bear with it till I've found a nicer one.
Someone please give me an idea for the extra part >< Should I update everyday with a pic ?
Anyways, I recently I've been rotting at home, so not much updates.
LARLARLARLARLARLAR. This is the shortest post ever ? LOL.

Everyone please tag kays :D

, My girlfriend is an agent.

2009-11-11T09:04:00.000-08:00

Not really that I've a girlfriend, i'm not les >< ! It's just that I think I'm crazy over that movie, believe or not, I'm still roflmao-ing at it. Kim Haneul is so super pretty D: She even looks pretty in a cleaner dress-up. I have watched it twice ! So I RECOMMEND ALL YES ALL OF YOU TO WATCH. I really like it alot :D

Today I finally met up with some 6b people ROFLMAO. We should give ourselves a name...
Anyways ! I've realised most of them changed ~ I freaking want Hazirah's noodle-ly permed hair, it's so Cuteeee. & Of course, Yanyeng remained as a pervert. Neh here Neh there. Denise has rebonded-hair-gone-wrong period. It has turned wirly. No comments on Erica, but her hairstyle now compared to last year was a bigbig difference. Effy looks cute with short hair :D & Zhuen LMAO, she became a pervert. Weile... I CANNOT SAY. sigh. but well, she's still the same cow anyway. Nothing to comment about the 2 boys who faded in and faded out of KFC, and everywhere we went. LALALALALA~ This is such a short update D:

Can I do Pic-spam? YES ? YES ?! REALLY ?! Okay, Pic Spam of SJ <3

Horribly Epic Pictures of FashionDisasters & FantasticEyebrows.

credit, Taken from various sites such as http://community.livejournal.com/kpop_macros & http://sj-world.net

, I can really fly.

2009-11-08T08:26:00.000-08:00

Hihi~ I'm back after a veryveryvery long time, and there's probably going to be quite a number of updates on my life :D The number of "update please" kind of tags on my tagboard is totally screen covering. && I'm lazy to reply the tags already. All is update please ROFLMAO.

KaiYuan is Happy.
Because 6th November(okay,Iknowi'mlate)was SJ's 4th Anniversary :D
& Also there's the K.R.Y's 3rd Anniversary :D
& Because I really really love them, so yeah I'm dedicating the first part of the long post to them E.L.Fs will always love, protect and support you ! 사랑해요♥♥♥

the words below are not suitable for happy people to read. it'll just spoil your mood.
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KaiYuan is Sad.
& Because I'm always so weird, I don't exactly know the reasons why.
Of course, there's my Ahma who's currently in the hospital, and it makes everyone in my family cry, so I do weep over it sometimes. She's not gone yet.. but everyone's so upset.. My mother especially.. She doesn't like to break down infront of me.. But I saw her crying today~

but then.. I keep thinking that nobody cares. As in nobody cares about me.
I know the effect comes from my mother, who is too busy looking after her mother to care about me, but I'm fine with that.. But one day, when I was thinking about it, it lead to me thinking about my friends.. whom i don't think cares about me anymore. But yeah, for those who think, I really freaking care. It's my thinking kay~ So if you think you do, just ignore this. What do you expect from me? I'm that weird. *rollseyes*(don'timagine).

Actually I'm really okay. Yeah. I'm really okay :D
I'm mentally unstable ROFLMAO. So keeeeeeeeeep away ! Danger Danger ! x.x
KaiYuan's really happy with her claymaking.
Still too lazy to post up the pictures.. So maybe tomorrow I guess ? xD
Bye ~

, Pic Spam xD.

2009-10-25T21:19:00.000-07:00

Since I've nothing to post..
I shall pic-spam hahaha ;D
anypicneededtotakedown,tellme.

My dog has a sexy butt ><

Erica & My dog ! They look cute together ROFL.

Supposedly artistic photo of Jill..
but somehow taken upside down xD

LOL, ~~Maybe she wants this taken down..~~
I took it down for her :D
It's cute though. I think she's wiping her mouth.

Justina who doesn't want to take a picture ><

Kekeke. Random camwhore photo.

Still random camwhore photos ><

More camwhore photos .. >< Pictures taken at Natalie's Bday Partee !

Weirdest picture.. Vernice has dark eyerings, I have a Zorro mask..

Justina reminds me of the Halloween Pumpkin..
(positions from L to R, VerniceKaiyuanJustina)

This was supposed to come out artistic with the water dripping >< (positions, JustinaVerniceJill)

Beautiful legs.. ?
okay. I don't know which legs are whose ><

They still look ghostly with the light..
(positions, VerniceJustinaJill)

Picture taken with flash ! You can see them clearly now kekeke.

and ! Guess who I saw one day in SG !
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ARGH! I GIVE UP !
I SAW TIFFANY OF SNSD !

in a poster though.. kekeke :D

end of pic-spam !
Everyoneeeeeee, bye :D

, Fishes & Chickens .

2009-10-13T02:11:00.000-07:00

Hello, KaiYuan's back :D
I'm prepared to actually flunk all the exams, because I know that I won't be able to do well.
I'll be fine though, but my parents will be angry and disappointed.
I shall be the happy person xD

Recently, have been in my own world, dreaming away. My heart feels heavy somedays, but I play around with Jill, Natalie, Justina, until I become so light-hearted and keep laughing non-stop. I've never been so crazy, wahahaha. Another me and Meerah had another round of Gogoball at Timezone, & I won sweeeets :D

& If you've been wondering why is my title that weird, its because i have just realised my fish and chicken can't be together. They just don't go that well together. So yeah, I was just thinking of that. They don't exist in the same place, and they don't meet on the same plate. It's fateless to bring them together and eat them, and feel like your stomach is wanting to burst, cause its too full. I've been thinking about lots of stuff. Yeah, so it'll be better for fishes and chickens to not become good friends, and remain in the sea and in the coop. Everyone will be happier that way :D

Anyways, Fishes reminds me of Donghae :D Today is that guy's birthday, hahaha! SaengilChukaHapnida ♥ May you be forever happy and part of SuperJunior :D
I bet you all don't want me to crap anymore ! So I'm going to stop here !
I'll still love my chicken and fish seperately ! (best,cooked) HAHAHA.
^_^

, Exams.

2009-10-01T04:49:00.000-07:00

I'm going to do so badly for my english exam, that Mr Puffer must just feel like wringing my head away. It's probably me who got 20 for Oral, and I didn't get the comprehension much, and I realised I have already 6 mistakes for the Chocolate passage even though I read it for 2 days.
It goes to show how stupid I actually am. I'm a phail, real!fail.

Recently my brain has been overworking, wondering this, thinking about that. It's a habit I can't ever kick i guess. Why isit that I can cry so fast, and also laugh that fast, and forget that fast, and stop everything that fast. It sounds so abnormal. I don't know why either.
Jill's post made me cry, laugh, at the same time, and when I x-ed it, it was just gone. It was such a nice post. Mine are just plain weird, but people do enjoy it, don't they :D

I'm feeling so burdened, no idea why, wasn't feeling that way at all, be it at LJS or at Yoomi's house. I'm just feeling so tired, not sleepy that kind of tired, but as if i'm sick of everything.
but ThankYouVeryMuch, people who cheered me up, be it try or accidentally;
I love everyone here :D

& Tags Replied
Meerah: KAIYUAN!! SHHHH SHUUUUU SHEEEEEEEEE TOILETTTTTT. LOL
; The new defination of siiaozhabor.
Meerah: SMILE . :D
; SMILE :D
Meerah: hahahha Serena you shouldn't have told ehr that, later she will go around screaming "I'm CUTE!" lol
; I don't do that! Omona.
serena~: hahaaa
serena~: smile smile be hyper!! even my mum says you're cuteeee!!
serena~: hugeeee TAG! hahaha
; Thanks for the tag :D I'm not really that hyper now, but help me thank your mom, she's cute too ! That's why she has such a cute daughter :P haahaaa.
afiq: kai yuan! SMIlleee!!!
; The siiao tagger xD
natalie: tags
jill: tag.
; The emo taggers xD
Meerah: DON'T SAD. *HUGS*
; I'm not sad ATM, but *hugs*
afiq: Sheesh. Ur ipod is stolen. Unbelievable. Anyways, jia you for EOY. !!
; Exactly, you just reminded me again. Jiayous for EOY too, I suck at exams though.
SHIYRONG: WARR . NUER XD LOVEEES U
; Wah mummie, you like to tag in caps xD
jill: your dog is super super cute ;D
; Thank you :D (cookie:woofthankswoof,)
EFFYW♥NG: Jieh ! HELLOHSCXZ ! Long time no tag ! ;b ♥ !
; Hello, didn't realised you tagged!
Annie: hi couzzie. nice doggie. :3
; Thank you :] (cookie:woofthankswoof,)
natalie: OMG YOUR DOG SO CUTE hahahaha
; YOUR NOODLE IS SO CUTE TOO. *noodlesherdog*

, to be understood.

2009-09-30T05:14:00.000-07:00

Recently when I look at some people, I wonder ; "do I know them"?
Recently when I wonder ; "do I know them"? , I always do not know anymore.

Before I start posting all my posts in bold, and in anger;
I really is beginning to fail to understand "friends" more and more, but i started to understand people who I used to not really talk to, and found friends in them.
Before I start posting all my posts in bold, and in pity;
I'll like people to know that they don't have to pretend they know everybody, i just realised i probably liked her more when she didn't pretend for anyone.
Before I start posting all my posts in bold, and in sorrow;
I really really really have realised the meaning of loving kpop, and hate people who claims they do, when in reality, they probably just know their faces, their names or their songs.

I really love Sarah, at least she does have the face to tell me " oh, i don't really love them, but I do like them" and I really love other people who goes " i probably just like their songs ? "
People who go, " ah, I think they are so handsome, and i love them ! " please, go and understand people more, and idols are human too. && Before people start saying, KaiYuan has gone crazy, she hates people who pretend they understand kpop? I guess I'm infact that way.

you are someone who i no longer understand, and i will never bother to understand from today on. if you never ever did fuckin treasure friendship, just don't act all like you do. you changed, and people change. i'm already " so used to " people changing all the time ! please don't think like we don't care about you, its just that i'm so tired of being pushed away, and when i just keep my concern in my heart, you just think i don't care. you have became a totally new person, some might like it, some might love it, some might not care, but friends, that you were with, hate it to the core. not your new bff, but the you used-to-have friends. if you read this, and you think that i'm wrong, you want to correct me, tell it to my face. and before everybody thinks that, kaiyuan won't ever know that you're talking behind her back, she does. not because she's smart, i'm sensitive and i will know. AND to the person who pretends, please go get a life. you people might not want to talk to me after this, but i'll still treat you like friends, not the way i used to, but the way you all treat your friends now. rude, and impatient, and never ever caring. and to people who read this post, and think you know who, please think twice. it might not be you, but it might not be that person, i don't need anyone else to understand this rant, but myself, and my friends. don't go around spreading, kaiyuan is talking behind people's back, I'M NOT. if you think its you, you tell it to my face. i freaking repeated. i'm really a freak when i'm pissed. i don't think i'm even sure of what i'm typing.

, lost.

2009-09-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

the pain of losing something you got used to.
my ipod is stolen.
that person who stole, probably didn't have a clear mind.
1 ipod can only be registered on 1 pc, so even if you have it, enjoy the sj goodies.
but i'm still sore over it. i feel empty with my ipod.

probably didn't do well for oral exams, nor class tests.
i think i won't really do well for EOY.. just not in the correct mind.
aigoo, hope i get the mood back soon..

eee, lost my blogging bug.
watching SuperJunior Premium in Japan in YT again.
Smileeeeee @ Kyuhyuk love :D

Cookie♥

2009-09-19T02:44:00.000-07:00

Heees, Pictures of my new puppy !
Its name is Cookie :D
&& Nicknames includes; Baby, and Sleepyhead.

It's really really really quiet and adorable, unlike Winson who jumps around crazily.
It needs to have something by its side LOL. If not it'll tremble and whimper.
1Month old :D 2Months on 27th September( Denise's Birthday) keke.

Cookie doesn't eat much, unlike its owner.
and sleeps like a log, unlike its owner ><

Boring Days Dx

2009-09-11T06:58:00.000-07:00

Two more days till holidays are over ;
Don't know to feel happy or sad. Since my holidays are spent at home, doing nothing.

Shall blog about yesterday bahh.
Me, Meerah, Vernice, Samantha and Imran went to do lit grpwork at Jurong's Library.
then after alot of recording and stuff, we managed to finish it :D
So, after that me and meerah went to CWP, to watch Aliens in the Attic.
I laughlaughlaughlaughlaugh until I lost my equilibrum, and started to become a drunkard.
then somemore we laugh and do weird funny things along the way, my jaws hurt..
..weird things happened in the house because my dad keeps saying that his memory card and cable just disappeared and got really pissed off. my mother just rolls her eyes and walk away.

What have I been doing today.. ? After sleeping from 12 - 12, i only managed to keep awake for 6h, before falling back into sleep, and I just woke up :P super good sleeper.
During the 6h, I watched Unstoppable Marriage, and laughed my ass off at Sooyoung & Yuri, chasing Jaejin. HAHAHA. So cute :] and I also spazzed over how cool is the SJ-M's teaser !

Replies to tags :D
Sujufan: Hees, I hope so too ! Can you tell me who are you? xD
Meerah: Shinhwa seriously rocks nuh ! Maybe I love them more than H.O.T .. ? XD
Entong: Thanks for the tag !
Shiqiu: Hello, Thanksthanks :D
Jill: Jay would comeback.. one day, I don't think that he'll give up. I'll still be waiting for him:D
Anyways, thanks for the tag~

Can't stop crying

2009-09-08T05:06:00.001-07:00

Seriously, my tearducts should be tired by now.
2PM's leader, Jaebeom is leaving the group. He probably already left Korea by now.
All because of just one mistake, he has to do this. Wth, Antis creating sucidal pettion ?!
Please nuhs, everyone makes mistakes.
PLUS THAT MISTAKE WAS A FREAKING 4-5 YEARS AGO.
Just give him a break.. and let return Jaebeom to 2PM. What would 2PM be without him..
+ DBSK's case is really really really really really making me seriously frustrated.
Isit going on well.. ? What would happen to them ?! I just hope they won't disband..
and I hope nothing will happen to SJ at this point of time. Seriously..
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I've revamped my blog, in hopes that my blog could be more active.. more at least a few weeks.
Changed blogskin, music, links !
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Pardon that emo post,
but I don't have anything happy to post about..
except that I recently found myself more in love with Shinhwa x.x
They have an undying friendship for 11 years.. and I hope SJ will break the record :X

Ending now ! BYE.

2009-08-22T04:42:00.000-07:00

The occasional time I wrote something.
I'm happy the exams are over :D
Just writing here, to talk about stuff. LOL.
Today went out with Meerah, & -sometimes- Denise & JieMin.
Wheeeeee, finally played DDR after a longlongtime. Meerah was fasting, so she didn't eat. And I kept eating.
Best part: first time i've been to such a big pasar malam.
Maybe due to I've not been to the pasar malams during the fasting period. but really, It's really big. The foods are all so nice-smelling too ! Ahh, i really respect the muslims for being able to fast. I can't live without food for 12hours.

Oh well, what else should I post about ?

Yesterday went to watch WHEREGOTGHOST with Jill & Meerah !
Omona, so super scary and funny and whatever ! LOL. AHH. DIAO. The first story was definetely funny, the second story was scary and lame , the third was funny scary and moving.
Liked it :D Jill and I was definetely freaked out. There was a part where Meerah only screamed. A part where KaiYuan only screamed. A part where KaiYuan+Meerah only screamed. Quite paiseh. I squeezed the cup of popcorn too tight, and watched half the movie through my foolscap's punched holes. It was really creepy sometimes, but some supposedly scary scenes cracked me up, and the guy who sat behind us. LOL.
BEST PART : when we were exiting the movie.
SERIOUSLY. I was still in freaked out mode. And there was a door, blocking the way out. So me, being me, peeked behind the door, and was freaked out cause I thought "MOTHER" was there. So did Jill. then we realised it was a malay girl. and we ROFLMAO-ed our way out. And Meerah+Jill needed to pee badly. But I not really nuhs, so I passed our half-finished popcorn to Angela&Entong, who was there to watch too :D We were too scared to eat LOL.

Saw a trailer of Orphan in the cinema just now, although its NC-16, but it looks nice.
Meerah is determined to watch it ? ANYWAYS, I piereced my ear! Finally KaiYuan is able to wear earrings, not fake clip-on ones. She's still scared of the "Gun" . Better if you don't understand it. But to her it's the scariest thing on earth now.

Recently,ihaveanallergy,anditsmakingmeitchy.
HA, ME, LOVE, 규현KYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. thatguyistoocute.
Everyone, watch this! :

BYE:D

2009-07-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

Would be on hiatus till further notice :D
I want to focus on my studies & my fanfics , heehee.
Will occasionally come and write something though.
I will be updating mostly on wordpress now .
[ http://deadatheart.wordpress.com ]
A website for my fanfics LOL & other stuff I guess .

Tags reply:
seriouslatereplies.
Entong : LOL , who will fall in love with drilling !
Afiq : Don't really care :D
Meerah: Lazy ~~~
Suju Fan : Oh really ? :D Care to tell me your name ?
Meerah : Well , his butt is the most grabbable part :D
ZiNing : LOL , Yeah i guess so :D Thanks for the tag !
Sarah : SUJU IS CUTER ! KYUHUUN IS CUTER !
Meerah : Kyuyoung's debut .. ? LOL .
ShiMin : Tq for the tag ~
Joanne : Tq for the tag , will link :D
Jill : Will relink :D
Afiq : Yo .. ? LOL .

2009-07-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

I CAN'T HELP , BUT TO SPAZZ HERE .
THIS IS REALLY ONLY FOR SUJUFANS .

As u know , SuperShow2 first show , was last night ! AND , The boys had alot of great funny performances ! AND THIS IS EPIC . Really ! SUPER JUNIOR DANCING GEE .

From a fanaccount :
" Highlights of the concert included:
~ Hankyung's white blonde hair and Eunnie's carrot top.
~ Donghae self-camming and filming the audience on the big screen.
~ A whole section dedicated to Eunhyuk, Shindong and Hankyung's abilities to fart.
~ Ryeowook singing Wheesung's Insomnia in english with a sexy backing dancer.

++ Ironic performance of the year from Shiwon: Standing infront of a stained glass windows (just like a church) singing a soppy ballad in English. We cried with laughter and said AMEN. ++

~ The animal costumes - Hankyung's had a massive tail which kept getting pulled and trod on.
~ Sorry Sorry with alternative lyrics. it was really good . would probably include it too .
~ Heavy electropop remix of Neorago.
~ Henry appearing for his solo during Don't Don.
~ Zhoumi and Henry performing with the rest of Super Junior M (Two songs.)
~ Shiwon getting semi naked.
~ A whole section of fanservice where Kangin basically attempted to get all the members to kiss each other on the cheek and then mocked Shiwon and Kyuhyun for awkwardly not doing it.
~ Hankyung/Shindong/Eunhyuk in pyjamas and baseball uniforms (and in bed together.)
~ Super Junior waving flags with their animals/names on whilst wearing their animal hats.
~ The return of Heessica and Super Junior performing Gee whilst wearing various states of cross-dressing from long wigs, to crazy earrings and flowers in their hair.
~ Super Junior T performing Superman and Rokkugo wearing little red capes, red plastic guitars and Superman t-shirts.
~ Jungmo (is that his name? I don't follow them) from Trax turning up to do a guitar duet with Heechul.

Personal highlights for me included:(We were second row left side 10 foot from the raised platform so we were very, very noticable - especially because I was a sodden white girl waving an equally sodden glowstick.)

~ Co-ordinating ceremonies with the lovely Korean/Canadian girl next to me which resulted in Kyuhyun doing heart hands back at us and Yehsung giving a little wave. slightpangofjealously
~ Seeing SHINee in the audience and laughing at Jonghyun spazzing out with his Super Junior flags.
~ High-fiving Kangin as he came up the walkway right next to our seats. (He's got really warm hands lol.)
~ Watching Kyuhyun slap Heechul's ass and earn himself a patented Chul-glare. "
Taken from my ever-so-loved Asiafanatic Kyu's thread :D

9 Members would be doing it , each taking one SNSD member place !
Heechul - Jessica [ohmygod, its a Heesica comeback ]
Leeteuk - Taeyeon [ like the KangYeon pair more ]
Siwon - Yoona [ This pair is made for Vernice i guess ! ]
Kangin - Tiffany [ like the KangYeon pair more ]
Donghae - Yuri [ no comments ? ]
Ryeowook - Seohyun [ MAGNAE PAIR ! ]
Hyukjae - Hyoyeon [ The best dancers pair ? oO ]
Sungmin - Sunny [ The aegyo pair :D ]
Kyuhyun - Sooyoung [ IS THIS REALLY TRUE ? MY FAV SJ & SNSD MEMBER TOGETHER ? OHMYGAWD ]

"for gee,the mangnae line wore long hair wig..hyukjae wore a pink ribbon..leader wore a big loop earrings,with a cap..heenim had a wig too i think to look just like sica..trust me all of them are prettyyyyyyyyyyyy.. " -- fanaccount .

LONGHAIREDWIG ?! KYU ?! That's just unbelievable ! HE THE SHY,AWKWARD GUY WHO REFUSED TO DO FANSERVICE , AGREED TO WEAR A LONGHAIREDWIG ?! AND EVEN DANCE GEE !?

and here's the fancam TO PROVE EVERYTHING WAS REALLY TRUE .
I totally SCREAMED AND JUMPED AROUND
( to Denise : Thankgod you weren't staying after tuition , you might have gone deaf )

ROFL , HE EVEN TRIED TO ADD A TINT OF GIRL VOICE INTO HIS VOICE .
MAKING IT SUPER FUNNY LOL . Kyu-ah , your voice is too deep to pass off as a real girl .
The obsession with his butt continues , but too PG to be posted here ! Waiting for Sujufans to come online to spazz with me D:
His dancing to Gee , reminds me of my own LOL . Take note of the Geegeegeegeegee part , Vernice ! He also does it wrongly .. i think .
I'M TOO HAPPY TODAY . TOOO . WAY TOO HAPPY !

Vernice needs the toilet

2009-07-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

Oh , i really posted this as " Vernice needs the toilet "
Blame it on my blogskin deh , no title one the posts !

ANYWAYS , today is another weird and keesiiao day .

1) Always love HMT lessons. Although I usually talk to Samantha, but today I was in the mood to do work ! and i TOTALLY IGNORED SAMANTHA. Woo :D

2) FTCME rocked :D Fandom for Legolas came out again LOL cause we watched LOTR . Seriously Ms Wu is a nice teacher :D

3)Maths was just HILARIOUS . MrChua has no idea what H.O.T , SHINHWA & SuJu is . & is defintely pretty pissed with Vernice going " YOU GO GOOGLE ! "

4) LongJohnSilvers was FUNNY . Or rather the trip to it too . Me&Meerah&Vernice would be laughing at stuff , with Samantha on her phone . AND ; when she tries to be funny , it really just froze the whole atmosphere. Oh, and i got scolded by an uncle for laughing too loudly . Sorry . but that uncle wasn't eating ! and he was just sitting there ! at a fastfood restaurant ! scolding me ! Alright , it was my fault to laugh anyways . urghhh . SorrySorrySorrySorry .

5) MRTed to CWP . Kudos to my fantastic memory & imagination , I probably freaked Vernice&Meerah out with nosehair & chinhair & leghair & armpit hair ( h.o.t styled ) OH LOL .
Sorry for freaking you readers out too . Its really , just too good an imagination . Serious .

6) Thanks Auntie @ ColdStorage selling chocolates . I'll really buy some from you . I feel so bad just eating your chocolates and not buying . Maybe can get some for Zhuen . It was such a bad excuse , but I'll reeally buy some .

7) Trained home . AND SAW SUPERJUNIOR JAPANESE SORRYSORRY . omg . It's so cute !
Kyuhyun sings Jap well :D Really . Lots of comments said that ! & Also I was really looking forward to Kangin's part with Yesung's bgvoice that goes " babobabobabo" for korean . I wanted to hear " bakabakabaka " but it came out to be " kiwagalinobukuwabatalima1234 " I heard something like that . I WANT BAKA . okay that sounds weird .

8) CONGRATS TO ZHUEN . She'll be an adult like me after 12 ! & YAYYYY , i won't be " discrimimated " when we have to go to themeparks or blahblah as I was the only to pay Adult priced stuff .

{ To Zhuen: Happy birthday :D Love you lots ! Though we meet up less nowadays , but I still regard you as a good friend deh ! Stay cute & happy forever ! Stop your fandom for LeeMinHo and join my fandom of SUJU pleaseee D:D: Hees , that's all ! A shortshort message :D } KY♥

2009-07-11T05:52:00.000-07:00

I'm back :D
To post about happenings these few days .

I've went out too many times .
First ; there was a time with Jill/Vernice/Samantha .
It was so hilarious LOL , Jill is too funny :D:D

& Then ; Friday we went Bishan .
It was so hilarious LOLOL , we just kept laughing at people around us !
We bused , then trained , then ate .
Went to buy some chocolates , before going to pick up toys :D
Vernice kept repeating " I WANT CHICKEN . " & I kept mistaking a chicken for a duck .

& I almost got a toy D:
It was so funny nuhs !!! Serious . I was too close D: Got abit mad at the machine .
then trained home : On the train there was a funny man LOL . It was seriously funny LOL .
the worst thing happened to me .. I tio squeeeeeze in the middle by Meerah & Vernice .
Amirah kept laughing --she finally blurted out " STOP MAKING ME LAUGH , I NEED THE TOILET " and we alighted . I told Vernice to use <<>> as her blog title.
Vernice mistook the stairs , as the escalator& Amirah told her to just stay then we push her down :D ( but we didn't ) .
Went to CWP with Meerah after sending Vernice home . Giving her a pigeon egg sweet and she exclaimed " eeee , got chalk ! ".

@CWP : We kept laughing about H.O.T , chatted about school & also FANGIRL OVER STUFFS .
We've decided to do the Sujubook like Jill :D:D &&& WE SAW VERSIONC. SORRYSORRY AT CDRAMA . ohmygawd . I was like fangirling , den Denise called LOL . I was talking like this : " UHDENISEUH,ITELLUUHGOTSUJUALBUMATCDRAMAM ......... " and she was like o_O .

Today ; Me & Meerah went to Yewtee point . Met up at KRANJI . due to me getting out of the train at Marsiling & she getting in LOL . Funnyyyyyy :D She was emoing UNTIL we went to buy the book ! It's cutecutecutecutecute ! The shop was cutecutecutecutecute too ! I want buy the whole shop LOL . Went to ComicsConnection @ there . Found 4 new Eeteuk pic ! & 4 new Donghae pic ! & A HorseSiWon pic ! & KYUHYUN'S pic ! Bought 1 Eeteuk & 2 Donghae's pic :D
Meerah bought the Kyuhyun's one & Heechul's one :D
Me & Meerah went to Lot1 . Went to ComicsConnection @ there . Realised there was nothing ! and thus we trained ...
Me & Meerah went to CWP . Went to eat at BK :D I realised i had no more notes ( only $2 ) thus , i borrowed money from her :D THEN , i realised there was enough to pay her back with my coins , imagine how scary that is . $10 worth of coins .. So i payed her back using coins . :D Went to ComicsConnection @ there . I bought a photobook :D & there's this little guy around 7 .. ? He toook a WangLeeHom photocard . and went to his brother/father ..
" Seeeee ! Siwon nehs ! "
" No nuhs , that was WangLeeHom "
" Ohh .. D: "
and i was there thinking , " WAH , Siwon popular among kids ? I thought only girls .. Maybe SUJU's fandom is spreading to SG ... " then the radio says " The next song is SorrySorry " o_O
ARE YOU SERIOUS ?!?!?! I looked at Meerah , she looked at me . I paid and camped near the radio to hear the properly and started to sing in the store . With Amirah telling , Shhhshhh ! Stop ! LOL :P Fangirled with Amirah at the book . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
bused home , chionged home , thinking MsTee was there already . Umma opened the door . I only saw Denise ( watching tv smre ) CHIONGED TO THE ROOM , to hide the book from Mom
Watched Eunteuk again , for like the 10th time . and Cher came ~
tuitioned . ANDDDD I'M HERE .

Hahahaha , that's all . pretty long right ?

2009-07-11T05:32:00.000-07:00

SorrySorrySorrySorry D:
ahh, i just heard it in ComicsConnection today with HeeMeerah :D
LOL, enjoyed my days with her with Vernice and the-ever-so-noisy , Samantha.
Official SUJU Fan , & on a side note , H.O.T (centerpartingfringed) too !

If you're wondering where i've been these few days ;
I was busy fangirling , as usual :D
This time the addiction was Eunteuk's funny antics & KYU'S NEW SONG :P

Funny Antics by Eunteuk

Kyu's new song

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Will post again , this is the fangirl EP . LOL .

2009-06-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

Hello , i said i'll be posting again right !
LOL , this is a really really really cute string of pictures :D
featuring ; Kyuhyun , Donghae & Siwon !

Donghae's eye was mosaic-ed as he probably didn't look good while drinking .
Took it out from a Suju forum < http://www.sj-world.net/ >
Really has all the info on Suju u neeed . ROFL .

Anyways , Kyuhyun has recently sang a solo . Its really soothing to hear :D
Something to put me into sleep today again xD
The fancam's here . But might be abit blurry ~

Sorry for fangirling again D:
Would give a good post one day :D

2009-06-17T07:28:00.001-07:00

I'm having a hard time D:
Seriously , how can someone like me , deal with blogging , fangirl-ing & studying all at the same time ! Cut me some slack yea xD Let me take some rest by not blogging . ROFL .
& This is my 200th post ! Its been a long time since i started this blog .

What have i been doing ? Eeeeeee , i've been a good girl . By doing my homework occasionally .
And going out occasionally :D Recently , Me&Vernice&Samantha went to do the tubetube thingthing . Its pretty ~~~ Really xD LOL .

I'm going to reply the tags here .. & would be tagging you guys later too xD
Its been a long time since i replied tags , agreeeeed ?

TO;
MeeRaaHHH: Yayeeee , someone finally understands xD
WeiLe: Alright alright , will tag & link !
Carinazxc: You didn't tag me in a long time D:
Estherrr♥: Thanks for the tag . You're prettier :D
afiq: Thanks for the tag !
andrea: Hello , thanks for the tag :D
XinEe: Kay will link !
Carinazxc: Will relink :D
Annie: ROFL , sorry D: I'm not dead yet nuhs. Will go tag you !
afiq: Thanks for the tag !
SHIMIN*: Thanks for the tag :D
T.Willie: Thanks for the tag :D
tk xD: Helloh , tqtq for the tag xD
Denisee =]: Liar , who went crazy laughing today at Jaejoong's line ?
SHIYRRONG: Thanks for the tag Mummie xD
-Kevin-: Kay will tag back !

WILL BE COMING BACK WITH ANOTHER POST .

2009-06-06T23:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry D:
Realised my blog is really dead .
Here to revive my blog for awhile .

I'M THE LAZIESTTTTT PERSON ON EARTH D;
Lazy to post , heeeeeeeeees xD
My life is really boring nuhs !
Unless you want to hear me talk about Kyuhyun again xD
Recent happenings include ..

1. 6B Chalet .
full of regrets when we came back .
we didn't have as much fun as we thought we will have .
Especially at night . Urghhhh . We're full of negative thoughts then .

2. Shopping at ComicsConnection with Denise .
bought alot of suju stuff . stayed there for about 1h ? LOL .
Denise is crazy about Jaejoong oO ?
Came back that time , Momo scold me xD

Nothing much right ?!
Siian nuhs . So many homework but lazy do .
Hope i'll get my blogging + homeworking bug back soon .
although i never had a homeworking bug .

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE D:

2009-05-26T03:17:00.000-07:00

Sorry peeps . Didn't blog for so long because .. !

- I had to sort out my thoughts .
Didn't dare to blog , afraid to flame people . But in the end , my Aiai was bullied .
I feeel that its unfair , really . It wasn't exactly her fault .
~~The class that started jeering at us first .~~
but since apologies were accepted . Let past be the past .
just stop tagging those very-pissing tags on her blog .

- Too busy Kyuhyun-ing xD

LOL . I loveeeeeeeeeeeeee him xD
He has a nice voice ~ & He is super cute ! Just take a look at this video .

Super Funny xD
Especially at the end !!! Heesica & " Miss Shanghai " Dance . LOLOL .
And the notes he wrote xD
Can't stand it anymore . ROFLMAO .

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Anyways , my life is super boring .
Today was super funny . LOL . Forgot what happen . But i did came home with a smile XD
That was so hard a few days ago .
Really wanna thank Stella&Samantha , love yeaaaa lots !
& Vernice , Amirah , XinEe , for being so funny that i kip LOLOLOLOLOL . until i abit siiao le !
* GIVES A BIGGGGG HUGGGGGG ! *

Tags will be replied . In the tagboard LOL . Eeeeee , tag more lehs . D:

Sucky MYE ..

2009-05-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

WAHHHH SIIIAN .
today get back MYE results . like kns like that . eeeeee .
I get back literature ..
I was initially sad .. DEN . I thought " THANK GOD I DIDN'T FAIL . " & LOL .
Tried to look for marks here and there XD Should be able to get back 2 ! Yayness .
22/40 . wah . not kns is wat siah .

I get back english ..
I was veryveryveryveryvery depressed .
All the scores like supah low norhs . Heng . b3 XD
But still super low . D: 65 / 100 , 71 /110 .
KNS KNS KNS .

I get back history ..
PISSED . I WAS DEFINETELY PISSED .
74 NEHS ! D: No A1 . Siian . Rawrrawrrawr .
I wan my A1 nuhs ! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
Then horh , How i know mongolian is China enemy !
Common sense will be write Japanese right !? Aiyaaaaaaaaa !
We also not learning Geography ! Give us map we do wat ?! RAWR .

I get back homec ..
DOUBLE PISSED . Another 74 .
And Clinton this fatass , was there laughing at me .
When i asked : then can add in like class conduct to make my marks higher ?
Mdm Yati : " like that not alot of people oso 75 liao . "
Clinton : " YEA LORH YEA LORH ! Like me ! "
Me : " His class conduct good mehs ? "
Mdm Yati : " Exactly ! " LMAO .

I get back art ..
TRIPLE PISSED . Another 74 .
Supah good nuhs . 3 74 ! Suayyyyy until wan die liao .

LOL . Recess got something seriously funny happen !
Me & Stella saw our chikgu [ PE Teacher ] XDDDDDDD
US ; " CHIKGUUU ! " * jumps over to cher *
Chikgu ; " I hear this i know is you two liaos " LMAO .
Worse .. Seee adora .
Adora ; " You all got buy the carnival ticket anot ? "
US ; " No neeed buy one ! "
Adora ; * shocked face * FREE ONE UH ?! LMAO .

Wah I think my blogging very weird . Chingcai abit nuhs horhs XD

2009-05-16T23:11:00.000-07:00

Wah . My exams like kns liddat .
oh wait . wasn't it over like 2 days ago ?!
haaaaaaaaaa . Completely forgot about needing to blog !

I'LL FAIL MY HISTORY , SCIENCE AND HOMEC AND CHINESE .
and thus , i'll have to retain . Byeee 102 . will miss ya ! D:

Mr Puffer is being very guofen here . We no study maps , give us maps . AND , mr hudspeth didn't say anything about it . Urgh , the hawttie is sortta not-so-good .
Science sucks . Physics sucks . Biology sucks . Why do i like Science in Primary school uh ?!
I hate it so much now .
Homec . Blehhhhhhh ! HOW I KNOW MUST STUDY NUH .. D:
End up everything oso don't know .
Chinese just plain sucks . Heeeeeees , wrote total crap for compo . I realised it was too short . And i decided to learn from ZhuEn and create a total drama crap . LOL . YangLaoShi must be somewhere marking my papers and LHAO .
there would be no more exams ! wat a joke lol .

SO . Yesterday i went on a shopping spreeeeee . with $60 . and only spending it on subway , and milo mcflurry . LOL . I wanted to buy FBT . Den denise say she dowan . Spoil my mood . So i decided to be supah pissed . TILL , she thought ikea got sell FBT . LOL . So we ventured into ikea . Going like supah crazy there . I wanted to go the kids room one norhs ! 130cm . Suddenly i wished i was shorter . LOL . We took the train to bugis . And shopped . Saw things i liked . My mother say next time she go with me den buy . Okay norhs D: Siian nuh .

LOL . Trained home with Denise . Play crazii Dynasty Warriors on her PSP . LOL . I realised i can't play that kind of game . I'll go crazy :DD

BOUGHTTT NEUTROGENA WAVE . Supah good XDDDD
BYEBYE .

2009-05-11T05:37:00.000-07:00

Wheeeeee ! Today went to study with my best ever darlings !
I'll blog about my day now ;D
Woke up at 8.30 for tuition LOL . I chiong here chiong there . End up denise later than me xD
Wooots , later go denise house take her stuff den chiong to library .
We're famous for being late already i guess ;X End up zhuen later than us xD
Studied awhile at the library , then Zhuen , lured us to watch Pankun & James .
LOL , tried to focus . Really ! I was still stuck on the classification thingthing .
Suddenly , JieMin & Erica wan go eat worhs , den we follow norhs !
SAW A CHIOBU , Joanneeeeee . She cut until like superstarrr liddat , so chio ;DD
CHIONG , in order not to miss th 2pm offer x.x Zhuen tio cut queue . She fumed .
THEN , CAMWHOREDDDDDD .

Cannot Rotate ;X Paiseh nehs .

Then we did our favourite thing :
MIXING OF RANDOM THINGS .

Seriously look like shit . LOL .
It was mixed with everything on the table , REALLY EVERYTHING .
even the napkin , and frenchfries . Eeeewwww .

Wheeeeeee , went outside after random chats .
Laughed like crazy ;X They talked about everything under the sun !
THEN , we camwhored in the OPEN FIELD .
practically everyone was looking at us . our actions are too big .

1.

ZhuEn & Erica soyjoy advertisement action !
MUCH EFFORT ! LITTLE EFFORT ! XDDD

2.

Obviously we didn't know much advertisement actions ,
So we did a heart ;DDD IN LOVEEE WITH HUNNAYEEE XDDD

JieMin didn't wanna take alone ~ So we did it with her !
we wanted to do L O V E . but we did 3 V O˩˩instead . LOL

so ended up doing a 2nd shot .

" KAIYUAN , WHERE YOU LOOKING HUH ? " Zhuen was pretty pissed yeah .
LOL . She's cuteeee ;D So third shot !

Haish , still not perfect yeah !
Erica , your E is tombalek nuhs ! LOL , but we heck care ;D

SO , wat we did next was we wanted to film a shot .
On the put one finger to your lips , 2 finger & cover ur mouth . LOL .
but it rained ~~~~
So we chionged to behind the library !
LOLOLOL . Again everyone was looking at us .
Cos me & zhuen was doing the funny catwalk model thingthing .
HAHAHA , SHE DO UNTIL THE GUARD CAME AND ASKED ;
" you cannot dance here you know ! There's a camera ! "
we started looking around ..
" its hidden ! you cannot see one ! "
den he went back inside .
ROFLMAO .

We went back to the library to study again . Seems like only me & denise is doing it .
they're busy .. -----ing people . & Zhuen was pissed . Again .
LOLOL . Rest of a trip shall remain a secret . Later kena scold by momo ;X
BYEEEEE PEOPLES !

100 Truths Quiz ;D

2009-05-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

Grabbed from Zhuuuen . withh permission duh ;D
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

What was your;
1) last beverage - Ice Lemon Tea ;DD
2) last phone call - Stella aiai !
3) last text message - Weichun
4) last song you listened to - Forever&Always by TaylorSwift [ still playing ]
5) last time you cried - yesterday .

Have you ever;
6) dated someone twice - No .
7) been cheated on - Guess not .
8) kissed someone & regretted it - No .
9) lost someone special - Yeah .
10) been depressed - Who hasn't .
11) been drunk and threw up - Not yet .

List 3 favourite colours;
12) PINKKKKKKKKKKKK .
13) PURPLEEEEEEEEEEE .
14) white & black ;DDD

This year have you;
15) made a new friend - lots ;D
16) fallen out of love - ahuh .
17) laughed until you cried - LOLOL . Yeahyeahyeah . & choked too !
18) met someone who changed you - no .
19) found out who your true friends were - Yups . [ thanks for being there , Sweeties ]
20) found out someone was talking about you - not yet . don't wish to .
21) kissed anyone on your friend's list - what friend list ?

22) How many people on your friends list do you know in real life - what friend list ?
23) How many kids do you want to have - 2 .. Twinnies . LongFengTai . [ dreams .... ]
24) Do you have any pets - OHSONEEEDTO . but no .
25) Do you want to change your name - I want a english name .
26) What did you do for your last birthday - Had all my darlings peih me ;D
27) What time did you wake up today - 10.40 like that . Slight hangover in bed .
28) What were you doing at midnight last night - I forgot :O
29) Name something you CANNOT wait for - for exams to be over !
30) Last time you saw your Mother - She just popped out now !
31) What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? - ican'tsay .
32) What are you listening to right now - Papercut ;D
33) Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - No . or i forgot .
34) What's getting on your nerves right now - not having enough furniture for RS .
35) Most visited webpage - Youtube ! Definitely ;D

36) Whats your real name - KaiYuan ;DDDD
37) Nicknames - ohgawd . not mentioning !
39) Zodiac sign - RAT . no wonder i love CHEEESE xD
40) Male or female? - Girlgirl ;D
41) Elementary? - Smiling Tots .
42) Middle School - ohsomissed Fuchun D:
43) High School/College - BPGHS . hope to be in NJC !
44) Hair colour - Darkbrown .
45) Long or short - Uh .. Middle .. ?
46) Height - __ fkyea.
47) Do you have a crush on someone? - shhhhh ;X
48) What do you like about yourself? - i love my idiocy ;D
49) Piercings - I SCARED PAIN .
50) Tattoos - I VERY SCARED PAIN .
51) Righty or lefty - Right ~
59) Eating - AIR :D
60) Drinking - AIR :D
61) I'm about to - sing ;X
62) Listening to - Crash&Burn [ loveeethissong ;D ]
63) Waiting for - more coins ;DDD in RS .

Your Future;
64) Want kids? Totally .
65) Get Married? YESYESYES xD
66) Career? A vet . or a pediatrist ;D

Which is better;
67) Lips or eyes - Eyes.
68) Hugs or kisses - Hugshugs ;D
69) Shorter or taller - Taller of course!
70) Older or Younger - huh ? Talking about guys huh ? LOL . Older ;D
71) Romantic or spontaneous - Romantic.
72) Nice Abs or Nice arms - ABs . Omg . Edward Cullen's one ..
73) Sensitive or loud - Depends on time nuh .
74) Hook-up or relationship - Relationship duhduh ;D
75) Troublemaker or hesitant - ?!?! No ideah what .

Have you ever;
76) Kissed a stranger - LOL . No !
77) Drank hard liquor - Liquor can't be hard .
78) Lost glasses/contacts - Yeah . xD
79) Sex on first date - LOLOLOL . 100% Virgin .
80) Broken someone's heart - howdoiknow .
81) Had your own heart broken - Yes .
82) Been arrested - No ! I'm a good girl !
83) Turned someone down - Guess so .
84) Cried when someone died - I'm sensitive to death . I'll cry like hell .
85) Fallen for a friend? - oppositesex . LOL . I'm not les !

Do you believe in;
86) Yourself - Sometimes , its really hard to .
87) Miracles - lies .
88) Love at first sight - lies .
89) Heaven - no heaven no hell . have hell means have heaven . thus i believe ;D
90) Santa Claus - i love Christmas becos of him ;D
91) Kiss on the first date - eeww .
92) Angels - ~~I'm one ;D~~ LOLOL . Ignore that . Yeah ;D

Answer Truthfully;
94) Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time - No !
95) Did you sing today? - Yeah ~ ;D
96) Ever cheated on somebody? - No !
97) If you could go back in time, how far would you go? - After PSLE . the holiday life ;D
99) Are you afraid of falling in love? - Yes . now Yes .
100) Posting this as 100 truths? - POSTED !

TAGGGG .. :
1. Any
2. One
3. Who
4. Wants
5. To
6. Do
7. This
8. Quiz
9. ;D
10. xD

there's still one more ! leaving it to next siian time ;D

2009-05-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

Still having the ever fucked up life .
Why is everything going so wrong at once ?
Eeeeeeeeeewwwwwww . My life sucks so much that i no longer wish to be here .
Really sick & tired of yoohs . Scream at the world : " YOU'RE A BASTARD . GTH "
Everytime i hope for something , you'll gimme poops and nothing else .
Now i know better ; to keep my wishful thinking to myself . POOOOPS . Those poops .
Smelly , ugly , browny , eewwwww , pieces of pooops .
Plain random . Oh btw , the yoohs is my fucked up life .
If this was a magical market somehow , i'll advertise for a trade of lifes .
&

I'm fine . I'll seriously try to cheer up . I can't stand myself any longer , the smile plastered on my face , blearrrrgh . Its gone . I'll smile when i really want to . OR AT LEAST . I'll try to do that . If i go to my full emotional mood , no1 will be able to stand me . Imagine random cryings like a baby . Noopes , not gonna work .

OH PEOPLE . Please ignore this post . Out of due boredness & unlovedness , i've decided to post this random piece of ass . It might stain my blog . I don't fuck care . nahnahnahnah ;X

Closeee To Yoohs ;D

2009-05-02T08:17:00.000-07:00

♥ I wanna be the smile you put on your face ;
I wanna be your hands when you say your grace ;
I wanna be wherever is your favourite place ;
I wanna just be close ;D

LOL ;D My favourite song for today ~
No ideah why though . Got stuck on it since i found the video on youtube ~

I loveeeeee Dj Bounce & Dj Boonie ;D
LOL .
Stuck on mapling now ! Didn't do any homework because of it . So hate my undiscliplineeee ;D

Just wanna tell someone out there ;
Do you realise you don't care ?
& Do you know , how much we have been neglected because of you ?
How do you expect me to stomach this ?
Did you forget that I'm even alive ?
You've changed . No longer the friend that i kneww .

2009-04-21T03:29:00.001-07:00

SUPERRRRRRRRR UNHAPPY .
haish . haish . haish .　「思井で我胸そっと終うの」
Rawrrawrrawr .
Tomorrow have HIST & BIO exam . THEN . have BPidol Audition . THEN . i've to postpone tuition again . UH .
Life is so boring sometimes .

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE . SO SUPER BORING .
lame post . ignore this . tqtqtq .

HAPPPYY . HAPPPYY ! =D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D .
寂しいです。
~~恋しがる~~unabletosaythat.

2009-04-15T04:34:00.000-07:00

Sadly , its over . Everything's over . Between us .
But its okay . I hope . I'll be strong ~ ;D

ANYWAYS , MYE is coming ~ OMG . Very lazy revise nehs !
sucksucksucksucksuck ! This few days all lazing at home after come back from sch .
Revise oso don't know what to revise ~ Keep going over bio , hist & maths .
Boring yes i know ~

HMMM .. Den , what else .. ?
Eeeeeee , well ~ I think there's some candy crumbs on my table .
THE ANTS ARE SUPERRRR FREAKY .
one just ran over my screen , AND OH , THERE GOES ANOTHER ONE .
My foolscap oso have ants now !
Blame me for eating too much candy ;D

Badly neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a pencil case !
It looks as if its gonna explode ! LOL . & Yeah , these are the random few thingthings .
KABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM! LOL . The zip x.x
Ignore me nuh ~

MrChua has been picking on me & samantha today !
Supahhh-Unfair ! He said he purposely sent the rubbish truck to wake me & samantha up x.x
and before maths lesson , Vernice fell into the toilet bowl x.x
After school , went to MAC , with Stella , Vernice & Charmaine who only stayed for 15mins ?!
Vernice made me choke on my coke , TWICE . and once it was superrrrr disgusting .
eeeee !

LOL , shall go now & study perphaps ~
BYEEE ;D

2009-04-11T05:24:00.000-07:00

thank you all ! for tagging me . while i'm so dead .

Tags replied !

Charmaine - Thankyou ! I'll jiayou ;D
Chun - Tq for the tag ~
Jill - okay ! Will link you ASAP ! Thankyou for supporting me & stella !
TiRui - TQTQ manager ;D
ShiYrong - duhh ~ nuer mostmost guai one !
Liyana - OMG ! The first tag from Liyana ! TQ !
KaiWen - its okay ~ tq for the tag ~
JingWen - Tq for the tag ~
Afiq - Tqtq =] Areyoureallythatnice ? oO
XinEe - LOL ;D Not really nuh ~
ShiYrong - I love you too Mummie ;D
Afiq - Uh drop ur link ? oO
Elaine - Okay ~ Will do ;D
TiRui - Uh , sorethroat , how to sing ? =[
Sophia - Thankyou ;D
AhhWen - Its okay ! Tq for the tag ~

I hope everything will work out fine !!!
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE EVERYONE TO THE CORE ;DDDDD
Weird me .

2009-04-04T06:38:00.000-07:00

HIHIHIHIHIHI ;DDD
slightly pissed now , but who cares ;D

LARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR , have been requested to update !
So yeah ~ I'M HEREE =]]

Updates on the Bpian Idol thingthing :
Stella & Me are joining as FUSCHIA AVENUE [ whatwhat avenue ? ] LOL .
We're going to sing Rockstar by MileyCyrus & ____________
the 2nd song haven't been decided . so yups ! its a blank ;D

NOW ! The behind-the-stage cast will be introduced !
My darling managers : TiRui & Liyana ! LOVELOVELOVE THEM TO THE CORE ;D
My darling nanny : MunEe ! LOVELOVELOVE HER TO THE CORE ;D
My darling cheerleader : XinEe ! LOVELOVELOVE HER TO THE CORE ;D
My darling funny queen : Vernice ! LOVELOVELOVE HER TO THE CORE ;D
LOL , these are hired . but we not sure if the compettion can anot .
My darling makeup artist : Amirah ! LOVELOVELOVE HER TO THE CORE ;D
My darling clothes designer : Charmaine ! LOVELOVELOVE HER TO THE CORE ;D

CURRENTLY HIRING : SecurityGuards to keep noisy people out of our singing sessions ;D

LOLOL ! We're so weird nuh ! Make until like we really going be singers like that .
how i wish that was true ..

ENDING POST ! byebye ;D

Random updates

2009-03-28T05:18:00.000-07:00

Thankyou people , for tagging , even though I've been very , super , mega , ultra , LAZY to post :]

WHEEEEEEEE .. Recent updates !
Yesterday had tuition with denise , den we went to CWP to play DDR & eat DINNER ;]
uh , super paiseh nuh . before we went to cwp , i went to the library to pay fines . $14 ..
and when i was walking to cwp , i called my dad . AND I SAW KIN & BRYAN . den they were basically super nooisy . and my dad crappped to me about smth which i won't bother to say .
AHRAWR . Where can like this ?! Then i happily go popular make a new card .
[ Notice : I lost my wallet .. ]
then me and denise go timezone ! and i made a new card ;]
LATERRRRRRRRRR , when we're playing . Bryan and his friend ? .. went to disturb me and denise . so kolian right ? HAISHHHHH . Den we went walking arounddddd cwp . den we ate . den we found a handphone accessory which Denise fell in love with . SO , we bought 2 of the same and had another friend-friend thingthing . I actually wanted to buy 2 other accessory for Stella & MunEe one ! no money .. Sorry D: [ Let's go hunt for it togetherrr ] .

AND i finally gave Charmaine her present and gave Samantha's hers . LOLOL . and MUNEE HAVE A SEC4 BOYFRIEND . That's basically unforgivable . but well ;D
LOLOL . i'm so gonna get killed . AND if bpian idol allows a team to join : STELLA & me joining !
cause you had a bad day , you taking one down , you sing a sad song just to turn it around ~
LOL ;D

OH & On thursday : WE COOOKED FOR OUR COOKING BADGE !
Yayness ! I kena scolded by so many seniors for eating too much x.x
So paiseh nuh ! We made a fruit salad and spagetti ! WOO HOO . So nice :D

Sorry for not posting about my camp ! BUT , our patrol got in 2nd ! YAY-ness ! Congrats to tricia for being the best rookie =D uhuhuh .. wat do i want to say uh .. NOTHING MORE ! Byebyee everyone :D

Sorry DX

2009-03-14T06:19:00.000-07:00

Helloo Peepos !
I'm so sorry for not posting for so long !!!
Anyways , this is a update on my sooo boring life !

Yesterday was SportsCarnival .
Me was 102-b2 , we played floorball and lost to YAS . in the semi-finals .
1st opponent was 106 .. den we played against .. 104 .. den we lost to 1A .
It was so sad . So close . yet so far . Its like ughhhh ! Heck care me . I'm still very sore .

Then we had our report cards back ! YAY-ness ? Nahh , sucked like .. [FIB]
It's really poorly done .
ENG - B4 . [ uh , hopeless subject ]
HCL - A2
Maths - B3 [ what is this ?! ]
SCI - B3 [ omg what is this ?! ]
HIST - A1
LIT - A1
Art - A1
HOMEC - A2 [ YAY , i love coooking ! ]

LOL . Its like 63.3 for eng . 67.5 for maths and a sickening 68 for sci ?!
uh , can't believe this . I'm going to dieee .

ANYWAYS , Monday is my campp =D Ain't that great ! I've campcampcampcampcamp =D
LOL . I'm such a weird girl .
& Most recent update would be .. I finished my phy and bio hmk ! Moving on to mathswb .
Back to playing audition , yeah , and suck like [FIB] .
The never ending project of the drama for lit : NO1 IS TAKING CHARGE ?!
and , yeah . i'm so lonely .

I'm signing off =D
OHHHHHH , omy .

2009-03-01T08:00:00.000-08:00

BIRTHDAY PICS !

sadly , its over ...
officially 13 =D

This is taken by WeiLe
Haaaahaaaa , it shows YanYeng's cleavage =D

A very paiseh MunEe
for wearing such sexyy clothes that keeps showing her bra x.x

This is the sideview of ME !
with Denise abit .. o_O

Me and my Mummiee =D

My SWENSON'S ICECREAM CAKEE !
Yipppieee !

This is MunEe's present for me !
Soo cuteee nuh !

This is Denise's !

This is YanYeng's !

This is ZhuEn's !

This is from Erica !

This is from my motherr !

This is from WeiChun !

THAT'S ALL FORR TODAY !

THANKS ALL FOR PRESENTS !

maybee i'll receive more tmr =D
lovee yeah all !

Thanks to those who sent me birthday wishes !

Stellaa , my aiai !
Effy !
Godma !
ShanJun !
Esther !
Vernice , my paisehgirl !
Charmaine !
Liyana !

Stressed up !

2009-02-25T07:08:00.000-08:00

Can't wait for CTs to be over !
Recently every morning i loook at myself in the mirror , i no longerrrr see a kaiyuan , I SEE A BIGBIG PANDAHH ! my black eyerings are like omggg , 50cents coin that big u know ?!
Ahhhh ! OverStressed . BUT NEVERMIND . I'm already tryingggg hard to do my best ! and perphaps one day ! I'll do well , but that's just a perphaps .
All i want now is a barely pass , den slowly improve can lerh . I'm not really hoping for full marks or anything . But all i know , today's scolding sort-of awakened me .. I didn't daydream today !
I'm proud of myself . MY RESOLUTION FOR THE MONTH ! Don't ever daydream ! LOL .
that's so hard for a typical dreamer like myself =D

My Birthday is coming everyone !
Pleaseee get me some presents =D LOL . I sound despo x.x
Jokejoke niah ! =]
I'm abit sotsot nowadays yeah . Overstressed reaction =]
Get me presents and I'll get you presents . Its a promise yeah =D
Anyways .. I want to get presents for some people . Even if they don't get for me .
I feeel that I want to encourage them =D Yeah , so i'm buying for them !

LOLOLOL . My CTs sucked like ohhmyygawddd .
Supahsupah lousy nuhh .. Especially Sci , Eng , Hist , Lit and HMT !
How .. i dunno if Mr Puffer say the one that is doing so bad that must go NA that one is me anot leh . I don't know wht happened to me . but I promise to work harder ..

If you don't make mistakes, you aren't really trying .

So i guess , i'm probably trying real hard , that i'm tired of myself making mistakes ..
Sometimes over and over again . I JUST DON'T LEARN . What's wrong with me .. ?
Haish , i'm just perphaps dumb . OhWell , no curee for idiotic-ness anyway !

ByeeeeePeeeeps ! Blog real soon ! perphaps tmr =]

恶作剧 - 林依晨

2009-02-15T07:10:00.000-08:00

QUIZZZ ON JIAMIN'S BLOG !

Wahaha , found it funny , thus decided to do it !

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.6. Have Fun!

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-IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

苦茶-黑涩会眉眉/棒棒堂

-HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

This Fool [ Eebabo ] - Wondergirls
omgggg , how true =X

-WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

爱我好吗-卓文萱

Huh?-HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

晴天娃娃-黑涩会眉眉

-WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

The Way We Used To Be - Stevie Hoang
omggg , my life's purpose is to go back to be cavemans ?!
* faints *

-WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Always and Forever - Deestylistics

-WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

你 - 林依晨
* speeechless *

-WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Addicted - Stevie Hoang
LOL ! Addicted to gaming perphaps =P

-WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Yesterday - Leona Lewis
Yeshh , perphaps bah . That's why i have a note in my phone that asks me to forget about who i was yesterday x.x

-WHAT IS 2 + 2?

My Happy Ending - Avril LAvigne
LOLOL , seriously funny !

-WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Anything - JoJo
OMGGG , my best friend is anything LOL .

-WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦
wtff ?! i won't have happiness in the end ?!

-WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

LOL . Next to you - Jordin Sparks
LOLOL .

-WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

冲动 - 萧亚轩
Yeshhh , maybe =D

-WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

First Love - 宇多田光
WAHHH ~

-WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
PHONE IS IN CAHOOOTS WITH THE QUIZ ! OMGG .

-WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

乐园 - 张韶涵

-WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Timeless - Jang Ri In , Xiah
LOL .

-WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

123木头人 - 黑涩会眉眉
I'm a 木头人 , serious , that's my secret ! LOL . justt joking !

-WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Love Me Again - 潘佳丽
LOLOL .

-WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

恶作剧 - 林依晨
Obviously this is a prank .
THEY ARE IN CAHOOOTS U KNOW !

Tags :
1. Anyone
2. That
3. Wants
4. To
5. Do
6. Is
7. Welcomed
8. To
9. Do
10. It

STRESSS !

2009-02-05T05:12:00.000-08:00

So stressed ..
All those coming tests , homework & blahblahblahblahblah ~
I thought adapting wasn't going to be hard for me , BUT , what a disaster i'm in now .
My homework hasn't always been perfect , BUT , omg i didn't get so much red marks like now .
I always passed my tests , BUT , omg i failed my maths , and perphaps physics too .

so much BUTS , i hope that i won't lament here , but get into the action .
how hopeless actually i am . i promise i'll work harder ! and if i don't , please remind me to .
I'm really trying to work harder , i'm really trying to squeeze all of it to my brain , which probably still contains lingering memories of psle topics .
I can't just accept the fact that i'm growing stupider by every passing second & for pete's sake , i even grown shorter ?!
What's the problem with me ?! Am i really that abnormal ?!
I'll probably be swearing now if i was p6 , BUT , u see , i'm still trying to get what on earth are anthropods , and all the cnidarians , echinoderms & sponges ?!
What are tapeworms ? Are they flatworms ? Round worms ? Segmented worms ?
I'm badly confused .

I don't even wish to talk about maths , i'll feeel like cryin .
It was once , my favourite subject of all , I felt as if I could understand everything .
& That was my only A-star . i'm supposed to be proud of it .. ?
BUT , no , i failed my chapter test . The chapter on LCM , HCF , Prime factorism .

AND ON TOP OF ALL THAT .
I have a " friend " who loooks at you as if you're siiao when u say Hello .
AND , no , its not like 102 people nuh ~ I'm used to them like that , cause i'll say hello to them 100 times ? LOL , exaggerating but well , haha . esp. Stella .
Screw my life .
There's even a rule in life that goes " Treat your ex-friends like you don't know them and when they say Hello , pretend they are strangers and stare at them , then walk away arrogantly "
SCREWWW LIFE , SCREWWW HER , SCREWWW EVERYTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD .

2009-01-29T22:01:00.000-08:00

PICTURES AS PROMISED !

late abit nevermind one =]

THIS IS MY CUTECUTECUTECUTE biao-NIECE . kawaiineh !

SEEE , she smile so cute .

Don't smile oso very cute !

LOL . my weird mother ~

REUNION DINNER .

My uncle & auntie . Annie's parents .

MY FOOOD =]
i plainly ate mushrooms !

ALTHOUGH THERE WAS SUCH A BIG SPREAD .

so , i was tempted ! thus i ate everything =X

My cousin . SO WEIRD .

From Right to Left :

Yima , My drunk mother , my uncle & my popo =]

HER SUPAH FUNNY ACTIONS .

she did that all night .

Waving her hands like a crazyy banana . oO

EMO-ING ANNIE

Reason : _______

When my mother was in her drunken stupor ,

my yima & uncle was OS-ing

" sighh , my sister is crazyy . "

WEIRDO COUSIN .
why act cute nuh ! so gay =X

ALL WATCHING FIREWORKS .

My cousin failed Get Out on Djmax .

LOL . so super weird .

The next day ~

ANNIE .

Me & YeeHung cousin . LOL . ILOOOKWEIRD .

ME AND ANNIE .
& i loook really weird .

GAMBLING DEN .

9 people. siiao boh .

& the NOTHING-TO-DO-BUT-WATCH-TV gang .

that includes me !

2009-01-25T06:16:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE =]

happy " niuu " year ! its not a really happy one for me , so i hope everyone is enjoying themselves . FIRST TASTE OF ALCOHOL today ! I drank vodka =X
My mother dared me one , it tasted nice ~ & WELLL , my mother is drunk . She's blabbering nonsense about my 2nd Aunt now . SO SIBEH FUNNY . we're all asking her go circus be clown . '
Exagerrated actions . i'll film it later =D

LOL , i'm a bad girl =]
I DRANK , I GAMBLED AND WELL , i'm siiao =]
ain't that goood ~ now everyone's complaining about this 2nd Aunt , who treats my cousins differently & blahblahblah .

& YEAH . they finished our tangyuans ! =[
BY THEY I MEAN MY 2ND AUNT , UNCLE & WELL , THAT FAMILY .
den i'm like so hungry lorh =[
LOL . LOL . LOL . my cousin finally unemoed herself & is playing my psp !
pictures will be uploaded LATER / TMR .
hopefully there would be like firesticks for me to toy with .

OH YEAH . btw my cousin's boyfriend is seriously ugly & BIZZARE .
he says , " 4 laptops ?! in a family ?! Wat a wide array man ! that's so BIZZARE "
the bizzare one is HIM . HIM . & he said that my mother had a shining face !
OMG . HOW IN THE WORLD IS MY MOTHER FACE SHINING ?! and like , LOL , he says my mother face is familiar .

that's all for now ! my cousin said not to blog " gossip " but well =]
its fine for me ~ not like i've never flamed anyone before ~
and this post is " gossiping " about my family members ..
How do they dare to flame me ~ cos its my mother who's talking about them !
HAHA =] so kawaiinee my family ! LOVEEED them !

taaaataaaaaaaaaa !

2009-01-22T03:34:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE !
finally my blogger is working =]
Is everyone having fun at their new school ?

Being toooo hyper this few days , causing quite a number of classmates to be pissed with me .
ALRIGHT ~ Sorry ! i'll tone down kay ~
And well .. wat should i talk about nehs .. ?

All i know is i have HMK overloaded & the best thing is .
i dumped all of them into my locker =X
THUS . today is no homework day !
YAYAYAYAYAYAY ~

Soo boredd .
I'm dying for a new camera .
LOL . that sounds wrong .
I'm dying to get a new camera .
& TMR IS SHOPPING TIME AGAIN . MUAHAHAHAHA =]

CAMPCAMPCAMP !

2009-01-09T07:00:00.000-08:00

I loveee 02'conquerers !
I loveee o2'ics !
I loveee BPGHS ! WOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!

I had a wonderful orientation weeek & I LOVE TODAY MAN !
Cheeeered until hoarse & if you all saw 2 siaoo ppl dancing on the benches in 102 , IT WAS ME & STELLA =X we were totally siiao . i keeep kena the siiao clap . & the paiseh clap .
Really want to thank the ics , for well , teaching me stuffs . without you guys , we'll never be the 2nd position . & the excos , for this weeek ! INSPIRING PEOPLE . lovedlovedloved !
FINALLY . i'll like to scold WILLIE & CO . i cheeer too much , gimme siiao clap , gimme paiseh clap . YOU ALL GOOOD . but .. u guys are still better than clinton . NOISY SIREN CLINTON .
tsktsk . AND WEIXIONG , u're going to pay classfee x5 . remember .

THAT'S ALL I GUESS .
NOW : WHY ARE WE SO PROOOO ?! WE OSO DUNNOOOO ~ WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!

thankyous to : ruifeng , sherlyn , charmaine , hazirah <<< SPECIALL ! you cried for us ~ we cried for you ~ so that's quits .. i'll miss you all !
IC-S , IC-S .
I LOVE IC-S .
WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY .
IC-S IC-S WO AI NI !

Happy New Year !

2008-12-31T01:56:00.000-08:00

BIGBIG WELCOME TO YEAR 2009 !
2009 is going to be a hard year for us ..
for its the year , we're going to SEC SCH & well , its going to be hard to adapt .
confirm one mah .. you go into the class , wah like 3/4 is ppl you dunno .
no more familiar faces [ well except MunEe ]
i dunno if the person infront of me , is going to let me disturb like WeiLe ..
it isn't exactly that weile lets me disturb her though ..
i dunno if the person next to me is going to be like FenRong ..
confirm she isn't .
i dunno if ALL THE PPL AROUND ME , is going to be like ALL THE PPL AROUND ME .
WELL . except MunEe ==
SAD LUH ~ haish ..

anyways ! i want to post about 29th !
me , munee & denise went to watch TWILIGHT . omg .. i love TWILIGHT ~
den munfoong , chaiting & yuting went to watch BEDTIME STORIES .
we went to have lunch together at AJISEN . wooots !
as usual , me & denise will lie about our age . =X . WE'RE 11 AT AJISEN . rmb !
then we'll order kids meal .

NEXT . i'll tok about the pictures below ~

do you know what it is made of ?!
it was a mix with prawn shell , the soup , egg , lettuce , lemon tea , & some other things .

and well .. i was dared to drink it .
i said it was nice ~ which resulted in the above photo . with mun ee , chaiting & yuting's thumb .

WELL . that's all of my boring life ~ BYE !

2008-12-25T05:42:00.001-08:00

Merry Chirstmas everyone !
Thankyou to all my fwens who has given me a present , wished me a merry christmas & my more special fwens which has celebrated christmas with me on 20th , 22th & 25th =]
I had a merry christmas becos of all of you out there ~

ThankYou Annie ! A cute gift which has no cost but its the thought that counts !

There is still xmas gifts in myy cabinet that i haven't give out .
3 ! One is Fenrong's . One is Kevin's . One is Jiongyang's .
Sorry for the late presents !!!

2008-12-23T00:43:00.000-08:00

Hello Everyone !
Pish , i'm finally back !
2 more days to XMAS & well .. something else .
MERRY pre-CHRISTMAS !
well . i received quite a number of presents already .
Yesterday went to cwp , to meet Denise & WeiLe .
WEILE WAS LATE FOR 2HRS . rawr . angry ~~~
Mee & Denise went crazy playing ddr . We tried difficult . HARD SIAH !
on 20th oso went to cwp , to meet yanyeng , mun ee , zhuen & erica .
mun ee w8 for erica come den she go home lerh .. den zhuen & erica keep running away from me & yanyeng , so after we go popular buy pens & other things , we went to my house to watch ghost films . not scary one norh .. dun like taiwanese ghost films .
hmm .. that's all norh !
byeee ~

2008-12-16T07:41:00.001-08:00

CODES DAMAGED . will fix as soon as possible !

Sickening ..

2008-12-12T07:29:00.001-08:00

i dunno if i should change my blogskin ..
what i dun like about it is , it cannot let me install a music player .
but oh well , nvm . heckcare luh . i see until nicer one den i change =]
wooo , i've fell in love with earmuffs . SILLY yeah ?! SG wear sai earmuffs ~
but its cute neh . HeiSeHuiMeiMei have MV with them wearing muffsmuffs .
KAWAII NEH ~~ Siiao liao lorh me . Please heck care me if i start toking about earmuffs suddenly . Pishh , i shall find a way to get my 2nd song of addiction : Love Story - Taylor Swift into the blogg ~

That's all cyahs !

Shopping Spreee !

2008-12-10T04:35:00.000-08:00

Hellooo !
Checked my tagboard : Hey , no-one wants presents ?!
Oh well , really anot ? If not , i want spend away my money neh ~
Kay nuh , will hold on to after XMAS =]

Today went to BUGIS , with YanYeng , ZhuEn , WeiLe .
rawr , zhuen & weile no money lerh .. we go bugis street horh , we decided to split into 2 groups ,
YanYeng-Me & ZhuEn-WeiLe . So .. Me & Yanyeng go spend money norh ..
We toook neoprints .. but Weile diedie dowan take .. UGLY NEOPRINTS . RAWR . no time deco .
We bought a white belt each , & a vest with shirt each , then i bought one Zinc ~~bag~~ more like pouch , then yanyeng bought a white cardigan . I went home with $7 , AFTER , i bought my fwens xmas gifts !!! My fwens as in ericas , munees , zhuens , denises ~~ Wooo , yanyeng wants
something else .. finee norh ~ Hunt it for her =] Still have one must buy is Weile's .. but i dunno wat she wan leh .. & Fenrongs ~ & Alot nuh ~~~ AUTO TAG UR WISHES CAN ?? =P
We bought the gifts at Juncti8n .. then i got my dad to drive us home ~ then she come my house , to pack gifts ! That mean is almost ready =] My pocket money for the week , flew away just liddat ~~~

Ohwell , that's all . Rawr , i promised my mother to sleep early today again .. wehweh !!!

rawrrawr

2008-12-08T08:07:00.001-08:00

Helloo ! My blog is pretty dead ..
so ! i gave it a brand new makeover !
it looks so simple now ~ i have no ideah what to blog about ..
oh well , Updates on my life .

Well .. I have been busy with mapling , reading & doing random things .
I'm addicted to tynisha keli's My everything [ current blogsong ]
I fell in love with PINK . & I want to go shoppin for more pink items =]
Talkin of shopping , i recently didn't do much ..
Oh well , nevermind ~ perphaps on the 20th , i'm going shopping for xmas presents ~~
U all can tag if u wan specifically some items , & i might buy for u , on the condition that u're on my list . I'm veryveryvery bored at home , so if u all wan go out or anything , ASK MEE !
Rawr . My life's siian nuh . Nothing much happened . Recent outings , MAKE-SUSHI !!
That was a meaningful day .. Make sushi halfway suddenly received a call saying that WeiChun hurt his head , & bleeeeding all this . Toook neoprints on that day oso .

That's all =]

Quiz 2 =]

2008-11-28T07:39:00.001-08:00

Tagged by ZhuEn !

1: Where would you go if someone sponsor you an air ticket?
Japan ! NewYork ! Korea !
there are 3 someones , & they sponsor me 3 ! =]

2: Who would you go with?
Fwens ! Family ! Wooooooo !

3: Do you think money can buy you happiness?
Perhaps bah . I'm easily sastified =]
Buy me things = I'm over the mooon .

4: If you were given a chance to receive anything,what would it be?
Hmm ? .. Wat does it mean ? ..
Gifts uh ? Bearbears =]

5: Things you can't live without.
Lots ! Lappie , HP , Bearbears !

6: What are you afraid of losing ?
Hmm ? .. My lappie bah . or my HP . Wallet empty .

7: If you win 1 million US dollar what will you do with it?
SPEND IT ! woooooooooooots !
Clothes , Boooks , Bears , Gifts for fwens , Donate , Give parents some .

8: What makes you think of doing it in the future?
Well .. What u mean ?!

9: What makes you happy?
EVERYTHING ! & well , at the same time . EVERYTHING can make me sad or angry .

10: What type of person do you hate most?
HYPOCRITES . assholes hypocrites sucks .

11: If you have a super power what would it be?
I want to be able to teleport =]

12: Would you go for happiness or money?
Happiness ! Cos my happiness is money , health , everything !

13: Who do you think is the most important person in you life?
Hard to ans .. There's quite alot . My mother .. & ..

14: If you have a stead would you die for him?
Can uh =]

15: Who's the last person who hugged you?
If i'm not wrong .. MunEe ? .. at the grad .

16: What is the thing you want to do badly right now?
I wan find new blogskin ! but its been futile effort .

17: Who are you close to:
EVERYONE ! no nuh . Fwens & Family =]

18: Are you courage enough to tell him you like him?
Ahuh =P

19: If you could do something all over again what would it be?
I WANT TO GO & STUDY .

20: 5 things that scare you.
1. Myself x.x
2. Nudges . Msn nudges . Bigg headache .
3. Headaches !! Especially if they are migraines .
4. My dad , if he's in a bad moood .
5. Horror movies . Big nononononono .

21: 5 things that you like.
1. I
2. Hate
3. Nothing
4. So
5. I like everything !!

38) 8 people to tag:
1. Wan
2. Do
3. Just
4. Do
5. So
6. Anyone
7. Can
8. Do !

quizzes !

2008-11-27T23:57:00.001-08:00

All tagged by ZhuEn .
apparently 1 ish very alike to the one i've done before ..
so , i shall skip it x.x

Tagged by ( ZhuEn ) to do this..

1)My friends ..
are the best ! They rock =]

2)I am listening to ..
I'm Missing You - Bobby Tinsley ~

3)Maybe I should learn ..
how to not sleep so much .

4)I love ..
Friends ~ Family ~ Him ~ To eat ~ To shop ~

5)My plan ..
for the holiday ? Sleep , Eat , Shop , Play !

6)I don't understand ..
why am i so short =.=

7)I had lost ..
too much to name !

8)People say ..
all different types of language .

9)I am missing ..
my friends !!!

10)Love means ..
him =X

11)Somewhere,someone is ..
Online ! So many people online today !

12)I am always searching for ..
my things ? ..
eg : Wallet , HP , housephone , keys .

13)Forever seems ..
unlikely .
this is no more a fairytale . this is life .

14)I will never want to ..
cry over my marks again .

15)My mobile phone ..
is my basic form of communication .

16)When I wake up in the morning ..
I SING !

17)I get annoyed when ..
people piss me off , ofcos =.=

18)Parties are ..
GREAT . FUN . especially with ur fwens !

19)Hugs or kisses?
both is okay ! but kisses only applies to ppl closer to me .
hugs from fwens !

20)Today i ..
woke up at a 3.15 again !

21)Tomorrow I will be ..
mapling again =]

22)I really want ..
to be happy . as in really happy .

23)I ..
am hungry .

24)What is your phone brand?
Sony Ericsson !

25)What are the last three digit of your phone number?
727 .

26)What does the second message in your inbox says?
Hi jie :)
from Marcus after i gave him my number today .

27)Who was the last person you rang?
Erica !

28)Who was the last miss call from?
WeiChun .

29)What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
Haha ! Not telling u !

30)Who comes up after J?
Kevin

31)What does the tenth message says?
You never play le orh ?
from WeiChun after i fell aslp from playing maple & dced .

32)Who is your network provider?
Singtel !

33)How many messages are there in your inbox?
No idea .. Lazy to count . x.x

34)Who do you have on speed dial three?
My dad .

35)If you are on prepaid cards,how much credit do you have?
I'm not .

36)Who's the first person who comes after ''C''?
Denise

37)What do you have as your main ring tone?
Shattered - Tynisha Keli

38) 8 people to tag:
Sarah
WeiChun
ShiYrong
Amirah
Effy
Regine
Tiffany
Kevin

short updates .

2008-11-26T00:32:00.000-08:00

Boooyahs , a real post after a longlong time .
I lovee the song ClocksStop song by August ~
Very nicenicenice . Dunno why it smhow fits in to the mood of grad x.x
I miss all of u !!! All of my fwens ~ & i miss studyin at the class ..
& poking each other during recess or after sch .. smtym its hitting the butt ..
its sad to know that we're all off to different schs ..
but the goood thing ish ! some of us are going to the same schs !
I'm going to BPGH . so ish erica , weichun , mun ee , effy & zhuen ~
i think so luh horh . i oso not veryvery sure .
that's all norh . recently busy mapling ~

2008-11-23T08:56:00.000-08:00

Quiz !!

Q1 : The person who tagged you was?
Sarah ~
Q2 : Your relationship with her/him?
Fwens ~ Can be considered gooodfwens ~

Q3 : Your 5 impressions of her/him?
Outgoing , Loud , Bubbly , Cheerful & Funny

Q4 : The most memorable thing he/she have done for you?
She's there for mee when i'm down ~ & Peis me when i'm sian ~

Q5 : If he/she become your lover , you would..Make out with her?
I'm not a lesbain ~

Q6 : If he/she become your lover, they need to improve on?
Refer to the ans above ~

Q7 : The most desired thing you want for him/her to be?
To remain cheeerful & happy & chio !

Q8 : Your overall impression of him/her?
Really nice girl .

Q9 : How do you think others would think of you?
Idiot ? .. Naive ? .. Smart ? .. Crazy ? ..

Q10 : The character(s) you love about yourself?
I LOVE MYY CRAZINESS ~

Q11 : The character(s) you hate about yourself?
I LOVE MYSELF ~ What's there to hate ?! x.x
Perphaps , my thickskin-ness =P

Q12 : The most ideal person you wanna be?
Hmm .. I want to be capable & rich !!!

Q13 : For people that care & love you , what would you wanna say to them?
I LOVE YOU TOOO ~

Q14 : Pass this quiz on to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ...
1. ZhuEn
2. Effy
3. ShiYrong
4. Denise
5. Kevin
6. WeiChun
7. WeiLe
8. Tiffany
9. Kin
10. Annie

Q15 : Who is 6 having a relationship with? (WeiChun)
YOUU SAY NEH ?!

Q16 : Is number 9 a female or a male? (Marcus)
Male

Q17 : If number 7 & 10 are together , would it be good? ( WeiLe & Annie)
OMG ! I DIDN'T NOE THEY ARE LES . Oh paiseh , its an if ..
Well , means they are les ! NOT GD !

Q18 : What is number 2 studying about? (Effy)
Nooo ideah ! What are u studying about Effy ?

Q19: When was the last time you chatted with number 3? (Shiyrong)
Today ? .. On SMS .

Q20: What kind of music genre does number 8 like? (Tiffany)
I remember its classical ? .. Dunno neh . WEH ! I cannot remember !!

Q21 : Does number 1 have siblings? ( ZhuEn )
Noopes ! OnlyChild ! Hi5 =]

Q22 : Would you woo number 3? ( ShiYrong )
I'm not les ~

Q23 : How about number 7? (Weile )
Refer to the answer above !

Q24 : Is number 4 single? (Denise)
I HOPE SO ! If not means she have stead , never tell me . Then means , she dieeeeeeeee .

Q25 : Whats the surname of number 5? (Kevin)
Yong ~ tau foo ~

Q26 : What is the hobby of number 10? (Annie)
Blogging ? .. Photography ? .. <<< perphaps .

Q27 : Does number 5 & 9 get along? ( Kevin & Kin )
How would i noe ?!

Q28 : Where is number 2 studying at? ( Effy )
Fuchun Primary

Q29 : Talking something casually about 1 .... ( ZhuEn )
She's a nice girl ! & Funny & Keeep makes me laugh .

Q30 : Have you tried developing feelings for number 8? (Tiffany)
No ! I'M NOT A LES .

Q31 : Where does number 9 live? (Kin)
In Singapore.

Q32 : What colour does number 4 like? ( Denise )
Purple ? White ? Pink ?

Q33 : Are number 1 & 5 best friends? (ZhuEn & Kevin)
Do they know each other ?!

Q34 : Does number 1 have any pet ? (ZhuEn)
Noo .. ?

Q35 : Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world? ( WeiLe)
Nopes ! But she's sexy ! She likes to bare her back =]

Q36 : What is number 10 doing now? ( Annie)
Sleeeping bah .

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! DONE IT ! Congrats to KaiYuan =]

PSLE RESULTS !

2008-11-21T03:30:00.001-08:00

Woooo ! I get 253 ~
exceptionally happy =]
Although i didn't reach 288 .. or even gd enough to go in DunMan High , i'm sastified ~
unlike my parents .
My parents blame me for not workin hard enough , if not i can go in DunMan High derh .
Well ~ Congrats to ALL people !

worried ..

2008-11-19T02:35:00.000-08:00

howhowhow ? i hate tomorrow nuh !
i very scared that i will get lousy results ..
all my fault for not working hard for PSLE !
myy whole brain is pessimistic now .
keeeep thinking 210 , 200 , 190 , 180 , worse FAIL .
ltr smre cannot get into express .. go NA .. go NT ..
den go lousy sec sch , fuchunsec ..
AHH !! I'M VERY WORRIED NUH !!
i dowan i dowan i dowan !!
i think 240 is enough liao .. dowan get 288 .
not possible .. my oral sucked . den my written paper oso sucked . den myy compo oso sucked ..
HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ?!
VERY SCARED NUH !! eee .. someone hit me .
i dowan get results . i dowan see lousy mark . i dowan go sec sch !
GRRR . i dowan think tooo much . but cannot stop myself ! how ?!

2008-11-12T05:58:00.000-08:00

From Someone To A Certain Someone :

serious , not meee write derh !!

You Blooooody Fkin Bitch !!
Just leave me alone larh !
Come disturb for wat !?
KNNB , fk u luh ! Just fkin get out of myy life !
I'm glad grad is tmr cos i won't see u !
& i dowan to ! Get outta my sightt !

This is not to any of my fwens . Just that the poster wan yagong , but cannot flame at the blog , cos the poster doesnt have one so i have to help the poster norh . I agree with the poster though . The certain someone really very guofen !

WARNING ! LongPOST !

2008-11-11T00:23:00.000-08:00

Helloo Peeepos !

2 more days left to study as a class already .
after this 2 days , off we are to the stupid boring holidays .
regret regret regret , very regret .
for not cherishing the past days .. WELL , at least i've learnt to cherish it now .
even if we split class , we'll still go find each other , to tok . lolol .
i'll miss all of u ! WEHHHHH ~ all my dear fwens .

People like mun ee , erica , zhuen , yanyeng , denise , would be GREATLY missed .
Will miss weichun's , derick's , jiongyang's guailan-ing ~
&& SARAH's retardness .
Fenrong , i feeeel damn lonely without her x.x
Myy korh , EVIN & Myy meih , FFY oso . Let's chat more on MSN x.x
SHIYRONG , long-lost mummiee ~
aiyah , EVERYONE is oso missed nuh !
Just this few came to my mind so wrote it down . If u wan me name one by one . FINE !
when i have more patience x.x

RAWRRAWR =[
Will always remember the laughter , the smiles , the joy & the crys !!
unforgetable ♥

Anyway , A GREAT BIGBIGBIG THANKS TO TEACHERS TOOO !

Mdm Kaliamah , who's transferred to other pri sch . I miss her alot .. She was the mostmostmost loved teacher . She didn't even forget until me neh . She hasn't taught me for 5 years . & She even called me when i was p2 , p3 , just to ask me how have i been & brought me out , all this kinda thing .

Ms Ho , who's oso transferred . I miss her alot too .. Although she was fierce to me x.x
I still have all the church camps tees & worksheets .

Ms Chai // Mrs Gan ! Her voice never once made me think i was scolded .
Taught me lots of things .

Mdm Fong !! I miss her ~ Haish .. She reallyreally cared alot for her pupils . I confided in her quite alot . Wonder how she's doing . P6E pupils are lucky ! At least u all have one more year with her than me norh x.x

Mr Heng . WOOOOO ~ Quite alot of us were inspired by him . I still have the class video he made for us . When watching , tears would still brim up . All my ghostface -.-

Mrs Yee ♥ !! She sms-es us for important exams & spent alot of money on us ! She's nice .
Although her lessons were boring , came to enjoyed it anyway . Very patient teacher . She answers all my rubbish questions x.x

Other than myy 6 form teachers , there are still others who i want to thank .

Mdm Hoo ! 我爱你 =]
She taught me really alot & today , she gave us a smallsmall card . Big inspiration !
ThankYOU ~ She actually remembers our gdpoints , not just remember , notice . I always tot that teachers only noe how to pinpoint . x.x

Mrs Wong & Ms Ng . Haha , when i was doing my duty las time , i everytime blabber nonsense to them & they'll listen =] 2 friendly teachers ~

Mr Zahrul ! Thanks for always making me laugh ~
He's fierce sometimes . But never to me x.x
Mr See oso ! Everytime only noe how make me laugh -.-

Ms Tern ~ She first taught me in p1 .
so i've known her the longest in the sch . Won't forget the OM times !!

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In addition to fwens//classmates & teachers .
THERE WOULD BE P2S & P4S MISSED .
I'll miss , the whole of 2B !! esp. Katherine , WeeYee , ShuRui , WenHui & YengHarn .
then oso my ex-p4 juniors likelike , MahnTeng , Joey ~

That's all nuh . Byeebyee .

Graduation Night =]

2008-11-07T21:38:00.000-08:00

oh ! u won't believe how fun it was .
arnd 5 liddat , Sarah come my hse . den i got ready , eat den we went off .
after reaching sch , yanyeng was just behind me
she actually wan scare me derh , but then , Sarah told me =]
we went to the canteen , den walkwalk arnd the sch .
wahaha , after a period of time , ZhuEn oso arrived .
den we went to the toilet , they remind me myy skirt too short .
i push blame to Sarah x.x
later almost everyone see liao oso tell me , den i fine norh , go wear tights .
WeiHao come ask mee " eh , u going fight arh ? " diiiao -.-
toook alot of photos when lining up .
later went up to hall . wheee ~ sat with mun ee , yanyeng , erica , weile , zhuen , andrea , pogee , weichun , derick & jiongyang .
almost like everyone in the table is weird derh norh . especially mun ee .
she keep putting her hairband arnd her forehead . took a picture of it . it actually looks like she's wearing a tiara . Pretty ~ but she moved her hand , so quite blurblur .
Most pretty at the table : WEILE ! she looks my momo ~ she chnged alot after she cut hair !
Most yummy at the table : ZHUEN ! Chocolate cake =PP
Most cold at the table : PoGee ~ she wore a scarf , perphaps she thot it was gonna snow .
NO OFFENCE . serious , just joking only kay =P
the celebration started with a slideshow . god , dunno which teacher go put my ghostface there .
very ugly norh ! throw facee !!
later mrs koh had a talk about elephants & chains .
den it was the handing of leavin certs & the presenting of legacies .
WOOO , the dance ! Effy Meih was in it . Wah , her makeup very thick norh . but damn pretty still ~
loved Tasha's singing ! Veryveryvery nice !! I wan buy her album if she have make one next time ~
6A singing not very nice .. MunEe keep telling me " u seee ! even the principals laughing at them siah ! " & its the truth . they keep giggling . no ideah why .
Chengjin rocks ! Wat a genius nuh . Study gd , Piano gd , Violin gd . tsktsk . i wan be liddat , but too bad . i hate playin music instruments , the patience to practise not there .
I loved the song Sarah , Lydia , Tiffany & Cheston performed . They dedicated to all of us in the hall & mdm fong . Reminded me of 4E times , almost cried . but managed to hold back .
When we can get to eat , me & munee chionged there . wahaha . we keep taking the eclairs with fingers . den ltr i go makan beehoon & the spring roll & th eclairs . Sophia norh ! Keep make me chase her , den i neeed put food on the table . tsktsk . but in the end we have take until photo .
I sang at the hall with Erica when some of the HSM3 songs came on . She has a pretty voice just like Tasha's =]
only once it sucked . Remember the no air ? .. wat a disaster !
Anyway , mee & zhuen danced in the canteen when lining up , den later go hall Erica wan mimic the song " Can I Have This Dance " Silly ~ Wooots . Took pictures with Mrs Yee & Mr Zahrul only . Haha ! Mr Zahrul damn funny . He pose machomacho . den mun ee keep laugh . make the picture blurblur . I smile until very ugly oso , cos i keep laugh x.x
Laterr we helped with the putting back of chairs . Yeongjian tell me not to stack the chairs & never push to the storeroom . fine norh , i stack liao , i push norh ! only me & deanna was pushing . please take note i was dragging a stack of chairs higher than hers . & i'm smaller sized . so a biggg achievement for me kay ! later everyone left liao , only leave me , erica , weichun & jiongyang .
WeiChun go prank me again . He held out a balloon to me , den i go take , den he dowan let go !!
den i tugg on the balloon , den KABOOOOOM , he burst the balloon . Scare me nuh !!
wheeee ~ a night to remember =]
Wahaha , forget take picture with MunEe & FenRong .
Must remember to take before leaving the sch . WEHHH .. How to take with FenRong ?! She left for NEWYORK !! Aiyah cham , at sch sit alone .. siian nuh ~ no1 to tok to liao .
Yanyeng oso left for NewYork & PeiWen . no ! they haven't left . Monday 2am flight . Hope they'll have a safe journey ! To them : Bon Voyage !
erm wat else ? ..
Oh well , nth already .
Would miss all of u fuchunians after leaving pri sch ! Greatly loved =]
Byeee ~

2008-11-05T07:57:00.000-08:00

WOO , tagged by ZHUEN =]

(01): Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
(02): People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
(03): The end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
(04): No tag back!

01: I'm WEIRD . abnormal like crazyy ~
02: I dislike my room to be tidy , i have no ideah why , refer to o1 .
03: I LOVEEE BEARBEARS & DOGGIES !
04: I have a habit of saying " NOOO NOOO NOOO ! yesh " to my dad .
05: I suspect weirdness can be inherited . refer to my mom & dad .
06: I'm not crazyy over lollipops already .
07: When i eat at home , i'll tend to eat the veggies , & forget about eating my rice .
08: I like coffee , different from zhuen . LATTE is the best =]
09: I'm going to move house ..
10: I have WEIRD dreams ! No ideah why . oh noo . i have alot of " weird " this word in this post . GOD ! i'm WEIRD .

10 people who will be tagged by me:
o1: Tiffany
o2: Marcus
o3: Kevin
o4: KaiYing
o5: Annie
o6: Effy
o7: Regine
o8: WeiChun
o9: Sarah
10: WeiLe

Busyy Dayy ~

2008-11-04T06:24:00.000-08:00

busybusybusy day today ~
fleamarket's over ! wahaha , today was so fun ~
tired from the making of the pouches .. so 6B's order + Kevin's , shall be delayed .
woooots , made $613.10 !
the counting of money was terrible , mee keep losing count , hazi oso blurblur . den we 2 keep recount recount & recount !
counting down to grad. ceremony : 3 days more !
haish . 10 days to actual grad.

Updates on myy life !
First the fleamarket .
Had lotsa fun ! Morning shift did quite alot of things , helped peiwen tend her stall .
denden , me & yanyeng keep demo-ing for the pupils .
WooHoo ! we were the first that can put all in balls into all the holes ~
but afternoon shift didn't do much . Busy disturbing ppl . & oso have to go for the prefect thingy .
We have leftover pouches , quite alot .
I think becos we didn't deliver , so not much ppl came to collect .

2nd the prefect thingy .
Walao , leggg pain nuh !
Stand there like 1h , den walkwalkwalk oso 1h .
I veryvery paiseh neh , at first i was standin with shinyi one .
den i kena pushed all the way to the back , becos i was too short ~
but heng is that shinyi switched places with sophia , now she standing behind me x.x
can toktok =X

Okay ~ That's all . Byeee =]

FleaMarket =]

2008-11-03T03:50:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow's flea market .
Friday's Grad. ceremony .
Sunday's another special dayy ~

I don't wish to leave primary sch =[
Why always must partings be sad ? ..
Cannot believe it ..
Must keep in touch yeh !

Alright , let's talk about FLEAMARKET =]
KaiYuan is selling pouches ~
Bigg success , ran out of string , ran out of cloth , ran out of almost everything ~
We earned big bucks ! WOOOO ~
Well , but as usual , I'm lazyy .
So about 40+ orders hasn't been delivered ? ..
when me & yanyeng go deliver , we keep going to the music rm to slack =]
anyway , u all can collect it from our stall what ~
why wan us deliver ~ we very free meh ?!? noooo ~
OKAY , me siiaosiiao .
Hope tomorrow would be a great success !

2008-10-30T04:02:00.000-07:00

Starting time : 7.10 PM
Name : kAiYuAnn .
Height : 149 cm
Where do you live : Singapore
Favourite drinks : LATTEEE ~ with alotalot of sugar syrup !

Have you ever, been on a plane : Yes .
Fallen asleep at school : Yes .
Broken someone's heart : Perphaps .
Fell off your chair : Yes .
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : No .
Saved emails : Yes .
What is your room like : similar to rubbish dumps .
The last you ate : KFC =]
Ever had chicken pox : No .
Sore throat : Yes . Now norh !
Stitches : Nopes .
Broken nose : Nopes .
Do you believe in love at first sight : 50% Believe .
Like picnics : Ahuh !!
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with : Denise .. ?
Last made you smile : Someone =]
You last yelled at : Denise !

Today did you,
Talked to someone you like : Yeah .
Kiss anyone : No .
Get sick : Yes , horrible sore throat .
Talk to an ex : Thinkso ..
Miss someone : Yeah .
Eat : ABORH !? what a sillyq .
Best feeling in the world : No ..
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Sometimes .
What's under your bed : You wouldn't wish to know .. & I don't know either .
Who do you really hate : ShhShh ~ Secret =]
What time is it now : 7.13 PM

Random,
Is there a person in your mind now : Yeah . Guess so .
Do you have any siblings : No .. Sad =[
Do you want children : I Love Children ~ Kawaii =]
Do you smile often : Yes nuh ~
Do you like your handwriting : I find mine soso .
Are your toe nails painted : Not yet .
Whose bed rather than yours would you rather sleep in : My momo's !
What colour shirt are you wearing now : School Uniform ? ..
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday : Having Dinner ~
I can't wait till : Flea Market !
Are you a friendly person : Ahuh ~ I like to make friends =]
Do you have any pets : Guess so ..
Where is the person you have feelings for now : At home bah ? ..
Did the last person you held hands with that mean anything to you : Ahuh ofcos ! My mother neh ! What don't mean anything to me !?
Do you sleep with the TV on : No .
What are you doing now : Answering this quizz ? ..
Have you ever crawled through a window : No .
Are you too forgiving : Yeah =P
Are you closer to your mother or father : MOMO ! Daddy sucks =X
Who was the last person you cried in front of : Lappie ~
How many people can you say you've really loved : I've lost count .
Do you eat healthily : Sad to say .. No .
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you : Yeah .
If you're having a bad day, who would you go to : Fwens .
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Forever LOUD !
Are you confident : Hm .. Maybe =]

5 things on my to-do list today :
Bathe , Complete orders for flea market , Sleep , Talktalktalk & EAT !

5 snacks I enjoy :
5 snacks ish not enough for me to list all ..
but most loved : Lollipops , Chocolate , Candies , Marshmellows & IceCreams !

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire :
This i have thought about before .
I would buy a house , 4 levels derh & a car .
I would give my mother some to spend herself .
I would donate some to charity .
I would change my wardrobe derh clothes .
I would renovate my house .

5 of my bad habits :
Biting fingernails , Biting pens & pencils derh topp part , Eating Ice , Losing things anyhow & Likes to scratch hairhair .

5 places I have lived in :
Bedok , Woodlands , Permas Jaya ... forget liao .

5 people I tag :
ZhuEn , Effy , WeiChun , Twinneh & Sarah !

2008-10-22T09:33:00.000-07:00

I don't need 3 words to sum up everything i had learnt about life .
I can sum up in one

BORING !

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Time is ticking away ~
Everyday we go sch just to toktoktoktoktok .

Updates !
Today was hilarious .
When mee , erica , zhuen , munee & yanyeng was discussing about the upcoming flea market thing , we thought of doing very silly things .
Example : Robbing cloth , wool & thin metal from taxi seats .
I was laughing like some mad donkey .
SLDD all the way to MT class .

How I wish that primary school years won't end ..

2008-10-11T04:34:00.001-07:00

WHEEEE !
PSLE'S OVER !
RAWWR !
LIFE'S SIANNER !

What a contridiction .

My life is getting better though , even if its veryveryvery boring .

2008-10-05T03:03:00.000-07:00

Whee .. While watching heitangqunxiazhuan todae , i read smth .
Let me share with you .

Although we have higher buildings , but shorter tempers .
Although we have wider highways , but narrower points of view .
Although we spend more , but we enjoy less .
Although we have bigger houses , but smaller families .
Although we have more compromises , but less time .
Although we have more knowledge , but less judgement .
Although we have more medicines , but less health .
Although we have multiplied our possessions , but reduced our values .

We talk much , but we love only a little , and we hate too much .

We reached the moon and came back , but we find it troublesome to climb stairs .
We have conquered the outer space , but not our inner space .
We have higher income , but less morals .
We have more food , but less nutrition .

These are times with more liberty , but less joy…
These are days in which two salaries come home , but divorces increase .
These are times of finer houses , but more broken homes .

That’s why I propose that as of today -- You do not keep anything for a special occasion , because every day that you live is a special occasion .
Search for knowledge , read more , sit on your front porch and admire the view without paying attention to the needs . Pass more time with your family , eat your favorite food , visit the place you love . Life is a chain of moments of enjoyment ; it isn’t only survival .

Take out from your vocabulary phrases like , “one of these days” and “someday” ,
as “one of these days” can be very far away , and you may not be there to see it …

Let’s write that letter we thought of writing “one of these days …” , now .
Let’s tell our families and friends how much we love them ~
Never pass up a chance at adding laughter and joy to your life .
Every day , hour , and minute are special …
Because you never know if it will be your last …

--x From www.boardofwisdom.com but i edited some parts of it =]

PSLE

2008-09-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

Wahwah ! Paiseh for not blogging for quite awhile .
Due to the lack of moood , i actually typed a post but didn't finish it .
Wheee . its only a few days left to PSLE . My feelings now are a mixture of happy & worry .
Im happy , that's ofcos , heyy , the PSLE over liao we can go siiao playing lerhs !
There's no need to get upset over PSLE , & moreover , there's little things to be upset about .
Im worried , that's another thing !
PSLE .
Did i do enough revision ? What if i don't do well ? What if i don't get into a gd sch ?
Im oso worried for my fwens . Like fenrong , i think she's going thru quite alot , cos she cried in sch todae . haish . might be my fault . den oso got abit of 小磨察 here & there .
Whee =] I have too much mood todae i guess ~
i shall go calm myself down yeh . Byee =]

2008-09-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

My life ish almost perfect now .
Its been upsidedown .
All i need to have ish a gd psle score , & yeah , then i'll have a perfect one already .
Everything has been happy for me so far .
But today i woke up .. feeeling like the smile ish faked .
But oh well , even if u're pretending to smile , u are still smiling & it makes u feel more happy .
The reason im blogging now , its that , after being with people for almost the whole day todae , reach home , sit infront of lappie alone .. feels like , the time i woke up .
Empty .. Solitude .. Loneliness .. blahblahblah . So negative words ..
It has been almost a month , since i been intouch with this kinda words .

SorrySorrySorry ! My blog has always been happy somehow .
Suddenly pop out this post . Nvm . Shan't blog anymores . Byeee ..

2008-09-01T06:07:00.000-07:00

Wheee ~

Yesterday was teacher's day celebration !
Okays , i woke up at 6.15 as my mother threw a cold towel on my face again -.-
Den i faster go brush teeth & tie my hair . my mom gave mee my breakfast & i went off to sch .

I had alot of things to carry -.- a bigbigboard , a bagg containing sprays & poppers & a bagg holding the presents . i reach sch , den see weichun there . he helpp me take things with effy .

then the board bigbig plastic bagg , i go use pink marker draw LARLARLAR =] on it . den weichun & serene kip writng fck on it . its not disposed yet lehs .

woohoo fenrong come liaos horh , we all started copying hmk , leaving the board with effy . moremoremore ppl come & they just strted copying hmk , hahaha . its like almost the whole class haven finish hmk siah .

Restless in mrs yee class , tooo excited abt thee party ! once class over , we go to plaza & put our baggs , den mee munee weichun & jiongyang goo take cake . weile kip saying wat greeen thing with jiongyang , den jiongyang kip say ish green underwear . ltr den noe ish the cake receipt . we took 912 to cwp first , at bus that time , either is jiongyang GF call him or ish he call his GF luhs , den weichun kip guailan him =.=

we toook a train to admiralty . the funny thing ishh , mun ee stuck inside the station ! HAHAHA .
so funny siah . smre i dunno yet lehs , i went to get cake , den jiongyang comee tell me . =P .
so funny siah ~~ i wasted 50cents on a lolipop .

let's fastfoward to when mrs yee arrived . i went to take a spray & sprayyy her ! wooots ! den ltr alot of ppl spray her , hahahahahas . some toook & spray ms tern oso . i go take the towels for them lorhs after passing the spray to other ppl . den i started giving out poppers with zhuen . larlarlar ~ so funn !!

time pasts fast when u're having fun , after makan-ing the cake , giving out the sweets & crackers , drinking , playing with the rain water , collecting thrash , giving the bigbigboard to mrsyee , gave presents , its time to go home , cos mrs yee wan us to .. so sadd siah . heehee . but mee , mun ee , zhuen , erica , yanyeng , serene , weile , effy , amirah , hazirah , jingwen & fenrong stayed back to plaee with this pinkpink balloon which made erica angry , cos we kip say its weihao & her baby .

i don't know how , but i only rmb that mee & erica got into a water fight with huaxuan ? it started with jiongyang who sprayed water at us using his socks . && i think ish acc. spray until huaxuan luhs , or isit we spray at derick arhs ? .. aiyooh , heck care . all i remember was huaxuan holding a sprite bottle & ran after us . heehee .

play until siian liaos , go KFC makan ! so funny siah , serene go catch cat again . she in the morning catch liaos , den kena scratch , still wan catch smre . ltr plaee popper & bombbag at some distance away from the bus-stop . we walk there , see mun ee & erica who didn't cme with us ( they left earlier ) with HUAXUAN . fkin stalker . i seen him stalked mun ee twice liao siah . so pervertic . den i kip ask erica call 999 , in case he rapes or molests mun ee .

Makan at KFC ! weehees , ordered cheese fries , met my mom who deesiiao-ed me all the way . how come other ppl's mom won't deesiiao her daughter but mine will arhs ?! den we seperated lorhs .. fenrong & denise come mee hse toktok . so funn ! we kip chat abt sillysilly things .

To My Father : Happy Birthday . u make me angry ytd . thus i nvr say happie birthday to u & if u wan present , gimme my allowance first . MUAHAHAHA .

Byeee ~ Thanks for ur patience to read this longg post . another post is coming up . probably the photos of ytd celebration !

2008-08-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

Helloo !
Updating you on my lifee agains .

Current Life : SUCKY . its foreva Sucky .
nahs , its already bttr den the weeeks before .

WooHoo .
My before sci marks was 77 . My after sci marks was 80 half ! * claps for kaiyuan *
Sci top is JiongYang lehs . Lihai horhs .

&& My English is 80 !
Yay !! Clapclap ! Actually 79 half luhs .. but i round off everything that can be rounded off =p
thus reach 80 . aiyah . gimme 80 mahs .

Im feeeling damn siian & ish addicted to 黑Girl songs .
& If u don't know who are they , they are Hei Se Hui Mei Mei .
& If u still don't know , i really don't wish to tok to u cos they are myy idols .

Teacher's Day is coming sooon . Im very excited !
Whee ~ Cannot wait !
byeebyee .

2008-08-24T03:39:00.000-07:00

Helloos , hope that you people out there , are not stressed out by exams .
Okok , maybe its okay to feel some stress .
Alright . Im here blogging , plainly cos i have nothing to do .

Updates On My Lifee! [ hope it doesn't bore you ]
I have gotten back my results , except the overall english marks & science marks .
Im quite disappointed with my results for chinese .. I really hate myself !
How come my chinese las yr & this yr , so biggg the difference ? .. =[
I hope i can do bttr for PSLE .. But i don't think i can . I was pratically stuttering in MT oral .
For maths .. Im still okay .. ? I missed the A* just by 1 single mark ! Shldn't i be angry ? ..
( I gort 90 for maths & 83 for chinese )

Feelings about my life
Okays , my life sucks ! I feeel like giving up .. but , im not going to .
I don't wish to let my parents & godma down . They have put in so much effort for me .
Neither do I wish to let my tuition teachers down . Although Mr Yang is abit weirdd .. but well , He's nice too .. & Ms Ivy really really really spare alot of her time to give us worksheets & prepare us for PSLE . I hope that i can be able to achieve my goal , & even if i don't , i must at least reach their goal for me .. My mom told me that 288 is abit too hard to reach , & told me to take one step at a time , she's happy if i can get 245 or smth liao .
& Of cos , friendship problems are left unsettled , heck it liao luhs , i have other friends that really do care for me .
& i don't have relationship problems , please .
& family problems also left unsettled , they can settle it themselves , just make sure , they will get a me a cuteee maltese puppy & i 做牛做马都可以 .

2008-08-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

Sarah's Quizz , seemed cool & did it out of boredom . =]

Are You ?

# Perfect ? [ Nopes ]

# Tall ? [ Nopes ]

# In your pajamas [ Yes ]

# Left handed [ Noo ]

Last ..
# friend i saw ? [ Denise ]

# friend i talked to on the phone ? [ Denise ]

Favourite ..
# Number ? [ Lucky 7 ! ]

# Color ? [ Pinkk & White ]

# Food ? [ Lolipops , Chocolates & Mochi Icecream ! ]

# Place ? [ Lalaland , my bedroom ]

Q&A
# What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up ?
- I felt like going back to slp agains .

# Do you have anything bothering you ?
- Yes , its normal right ?

# What's the last movie you watched in theaters ?
- Well .. i forgot ? Tooo long ago .

# Where is the last place you went ?
- Toilet .

# Do you smile alot ?
- Maybe ? I laugh alot so i smile alot .

# Do you wish upon stars ?
- That's a must . Its the only way to kid myself this world can have happy endings .

# Are you a friendly person ?
- I think i am !

# When was the last time you cried ?
- Yesterday night .

# Where did you sleep last night ?
- My bedroom .

# Why did you sleep there ?
- Cos i wanted to go to my lalaland .

# What is your last thought before going to sleep last night ?
- I shall swear that i would burn that damn book .

# Rate life as of right now , 10 being great , 1 being bad .
- 8 , its better than average but not the great i wanted .

# What do you hear right now ?
- All i hear is raindrops , falling on the rooftop ~

# Does anything hurt right now ?
- YES ! my head ! What's up with those hard hard maths q ?!

# What's my favourite month ?
- March , myy bday month . WooHoo ~

# Are you missing someone right now ?

- Something yes , my chocolate .
Someone no , why would i ?!

# Are you tired ?
- What do you think ? Try only sleeping for 6hrs & Nvr take nap .

Besides , im still struggling with my maths q .

About Myself ?
# Real name ? [ KaiYuan ]

# Birthday ? [ 1st March ]

# Eye Color ? [ DullDull darkbrown ! ]

# Zodiac Sign ? [ Pisces ]

# Gender ? [ Female ! ]

# Single ? [ Duhs ~ ]

# Smart ? [ Nah . ]

# Hair Color ? [ Darkbrown ]

# Hair Length ? [ Long ]

# Sweats or Jeans ? [ Jeans ]

# Phone or Camera ? [ PHONE LUH ! ]

# HealthFreak ? [ Hell no ]

# Righty or Lefty ? [ Righty ]

Firsts .

# Bestfwen ? [ Forgot . ]

# Award ? [ Award for Dance & Movement in kindergarden ]

# Enemy ? [ Forgot . ]

# First Pet ? [ Fighting Fishes ]

# First Vacation ? [ Genting ! ]

Currently
# Eating ? [ Lolipops ! ]

# Drinking ? [ Plain water ~ ]

# About to ? [ Go crazy . ]

# Listening to ? [ Raindrops , falling on my rooftop ~ ]

# Plans for today ? [ Sleep early ]

# Waiting for ? [ This quiz to finish =.= ]

Which is better with the opposite gender ?

# ~~Lips~~ Or Eyes

# ~~Shorter~~ Or Taller

# Romantic Or ~~Spontaneous~~ ?

# Sensitive Or ~~Loud~~ ?

# ~~HookUp~~ Or Relationship ?

Have You Ever ?

# Drank Bubbles ? [ Yes ]

# Lost glasses or contacts ? [ No ]

# Ran away from home ? [ Hell no ~ ]

# Been arrested ? [ OMFG . NO ! ]

# Broken someone heart ? [ Don't know siah .. ]

Answer Truthfully =.=

# Do you like someone ?

-Maybee =P , nah , jkjk .

# Are you seriously happy with where you are in life ?
- Noo .. I want to do things that i like .. but i can't .
After the exams , im going to do it !

Finished !

2008-08-16T08:03:00.000-07:00

Alright , i was expecting this .
Okay , i wasn't just refering to just one person . But , i guess , those ppl who spammed my tagboard knew it was referring to them ? or maybee a very good friend .

To UNKNOWN ,
Take note that u have a serious spelling problem .
Oh , from what i see from ur tag . You probably hate mun ee too .
So , you're one of the people i am talking about .
I know what i am talking about & i don't think i am talking crap & i thought about this post for more than a week . [ I have been tolerating these people so long , WOW ]
Mun Ee is not a godness . Neither is u ! but , Mun Ee is a very nice friend .
If u're the person i think you are , u're not a very nice friend .

To -Not to be known- ,
I have not been accusing people .
" IF YOU SAY ~THAT PERSON~ HAS NO RIGHTS TO CRITISE PEOPLE....THEN WHY ARE YOU CRITISING ~THAT PERSON~ EXTREMELY SELFISH AND EVIL????? THEN YOU OWNSELF ADMITTED THAT YOU ALSO HAVE NO RIGHTS TO CRITICISE " - quoted
I am sorry about that . I wrote it in a fit of anger . & I realised that i have critised her .
Alright , fine . Maybe the EXTREMELY part wasn't really appropriate . So i guess . Im in the wrong . & maybee i was wrong to said she was shameless . FINE . That's fine . I shall make an edit . For the rest , i think im able to keep it .

That's all =]